Today I was gonna send the last SMS to my ex. Wish her a happy new year and tell her that I still love her as I did before. I thought she really loves me and we still have a chance to be together. Then I saw on FB that she has a new boyfriend. I almost threw up. I gave her everything I had, I accepted all her flaws (and she had MANY), I didn't let her feel alone when she had no one else and what I got in return? Before the break up she was texting a lot with a friend called "A..", guess the name of her new bf. I just feel like the biggest trash, god it hurts. Do you know what's funny? a month ago she texted me angry af because I left a comment under my female friend fb post. I just commented that I also want a tattoo in 2020. She was like: good luck with your new GF. I know she was jealous and angry because she thought we will do it together. I just took the car to meet her and tell her I don't want anyone else, it's just her. She wasn't even home, she took all her things and moved to the capital for good without a word. What hurts the most? When we started dating I told her a story about my ex, how she left me for another. She was like: "I won't ever hurt you and won't let you feel that way again". Ye cool. Now I know this is the end. Time to let it go, no matter how it hurts. I just need to find the strength to delete all her photos, throw out all her things and delete her number. Never play with someone's feelings.
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