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My Trading Journey
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terunoz
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6 days after
i cant remember what happened
was in a trade, i couldnt close it at the right point which is my fault bc i was not monitoring the chart when i should
missed a trade but i mean it hasnt moved a lot yet so im waiting for a better entry
ngl bros currently i feel like im distancing from trading again bc like i have less time ot spend infront of my charts but then i tell myself thats exactly why u switching to swing trading and im like yeah but i feel like im not progressing yk
its like i dont have a purpose in trading now, yeah money ik but not like that i realize anything i do the more i learn the more interesting it is to go deeper i enjoy it but after backtesting my strats im like well man u got data , stats now u got to trade i mean ik that but like yk i would like to learn more yk but not bs ass concepts that i used to learn when i was starting out also just good stuff or important stuff
i did start learning volume profile analysis , but idk why i didnt continue it now i think abt it welp theres one i can continue on it as its something totally new for me and i can sepnd some time learning , well im glad i s tarted writing here bc i got reminded of that thats nice
i have more to learn i know some stuff i should learn next but sometimes even i get lost also and no im not a professional 7 figure or 8 figure huge big shot trader ( not yet lol ) but i still feel lost and it might not sound like a big thing to u but it scares me , and ngl if i didnt write in here i would have taken a break again like i always used to do in the past which was a big reason i was not improving or having a big progress over time as it was not consistent
im glad one thing of the purpose of writing these is fulfilling me , im thankful for that
otherwise i would have taken a break , lose touch in with trading until again i feel like coming back but thansk to writing it wont happen as everytime i come ot BHW im like oh man last one i wrote was on this day i should write something for the sake of it hen im like oh shi this is whta i do, its like everytime i come to write i get back on track again just like in the start of this post im gonna post now , i forgot abt hte volume profile one , now i have something to do
anyways im not gonna give up i tell myself continously but i do feel like or do i feel like that idk but i will keep going on , until i say so until i see no results for my progress or idk
anyways new week , new opportunities , new days thankful for everything and yeah hope yall have a great week ahead
also how has my consistent 2 -3 viewers doing , rest of yall hey how are yall doing also , hope everyone is doing good and i hope u will do great
fiend
-terunoz
(almost forgot to add a cat pic, this is one i like very much lmfao idk why its funny its just a masterpiece of a pic )
i cant remember what happened
was in a trade, i couldnt close it at the right point which is my fault bc i was not monitoring the chart when i should
missed a trade but i mean it hasnt moved a lot yet so im waiting for a better entry
ngl bros currently i feel like im distancing from trading again bc like i have less time ot spend infront of my charts but then i tell myself thats exactly why u switching to swing trading and im like yeah but i feel like im not progressing yk
its like i dont have a purpose in trading now, yeah money ik but not like that i realize anything i do the more i learn the more interesting it is to go deeper i enjoy it but after backtesting my strats im like well man u got data , stats now u got to trade i mean ik that but like yk i would like to learn more yk but not bs ass concepts that i used to learn when i was starting out also just good stuff or important stuff
i did start learning volume profile analysis , but idk why i didnt continue it now i think abt it welp theres one i can continue on it as its something totally new for me and i can sepnd some time learning , well im glad i s tarted writing here bc i got reminded of that thats nice
i have more to learn i know some stuff i should learn next but sometimes even i get lost also and no im not a professional 7 figure or 8 figure huge big shot trader ( not yet lol ) but i still feel lost and it might not sound like a big thing to u but it scares me , and ngl if i didnt write in here i would have taken a break again like i always used to do in the past which was a big reason i was not improving or having a big progress over time as it was not consistent
im glad one thing of the purpose of writing these is fulfilling me , im thankful for that
otherwise i would have taken a break , lose touch in with trading until again i feel like coming back but thansk to writing it wont happen as everytime i come ot BHW im like oh man last one i wrote was on this day i should write something for the sake of it hen im like oh shi this is whta i do, its like everytime i come to write i get back on track again just like in the start of this post im gonna post now , i forgot abt hte volume profile one , now i have something to do
anyways im not gonna give up i tell myself continously but i do feel like or do i feel like that idk but i will keep going on , until i say so until i see no results for my progress or idk
anyways new week , new opportunities , new days thankful for everything and yeah hope yall have a great week ahead
also how has my consistent 2 -3 viewers doing , rest of yall hey how are yall doing also , hope everyone is doing good and i hope u will do great
fiend
-terunoz
(almost forgot to add a cat pic, this is one i like very much lmfao idk why its funny its just a masterpiece of a pic )
terunoz
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for that u can manually check for reviews on google or u can use propfirmmatch . com and similar sites , they have like filters to check , prop firms that sells most accs , pfs with best rating , and u an even find discounts and a lot of stuff
( no i m not affiliated, i could have used a referral link but no need just free knowledge ) also u can use forums i mean forex factory and reddit , u can be like " what prop firm is best reddit "
propfirmmatch
if u have questions on how to use it , u can ask or u can always search on google , yt and twitter / x
terunoz
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not much as i have to backtest it properly but i like gold so i will do it fs
Oliver Browny
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this was very well detailed, the same goes for people in web3 like me. trading is not an easy thing but we know it is profitable but the problem is the liquidity to enter the market and keep trying especially when you know what you are doing.
s very well
What's your latest update? Did you receive your payment from the funded account?
Dream Technology
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What are the recent developments?
terunoz
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new update after some time
damn it has been 22 days since my last message
well heres what has happened over the last few days
i have been trading and i passed phase 1 of the ftmo account 10k one which i mentioned in a earlier post
took way longer to pass the account, but faster than my first 5k account so yes being honest i actually took around
this is the real truth of how long it took, and here are some stats from the ftmo account i can share with u
idk what the fk is consistency score is nor cared but here it is
so yeah now i have the phase 2, i do have to mention during this trading period
i went down -5.9% as u can see in the image and there were multiple times i told myself just gamble, but i just told myself well i mean im already down this much i can just keep trading until i loose the account or atleast make it break even and what i realized was and something that would be important to others that start prop firm trading is that if you are down negative % in ur account, just dont give up yet i knowu may have thoughts like blowing up the account or doing something risky but just dont give up yet just follow wht u know and also really important if u journal ur trades or what u thought was the reason u took the trade and how u felt, i know this is a overrated thing most people say but i thought the same and i just bought a small notebook and started writing, no i wouldnt say u would become a succesful and the best trader , its just a small step i mean u wouldnt lose anything if u tried it right like idk a notebook costed me around $2 ( its a small pocket one so i can write wherever i want and whenever i want so ) just write idk i stood up from my chair now i forgot what i went to write so yeah
anyways i havent even started yet i know, im still getting along also so i wouldnt say im the best nor at a good posistion to give advice like a professional but again these posts to talk what i want so i can look back ,and idk how many ppl actually care abour nor i care abt either i just do the thing, and just write
anyways other than that, i have been working on other stuff also, and been busy a lot but yeah lets cook
oh yeah also i havent been doing anything other than trading like backtesting or doing math ( idk )
which i got to do, i got to keep learning i have some stuff i need to finish that i said i would but i didnt so yes im glad im writing otherwise i would have forgot abt this already
anyways until next time frnds
-terunoz
damn it has been 22 days since my last message
well heres what has happened over the last few days
i have been trading and i passed phase 1 of the ftmo account 10k one which i mentioned in a earlier post
took way longer to pass the account, but faster than my first 5k account so yes being honest i actually took around
this is the real truth of how long it took, and here are some stats from the ftmo account i can share with u
idk what the fk is consistency score is nor cared but here it is
so yeah now i have the phase 2, i do have to mention during this trading period
i went down -5.9% as u can see in the image and there were multiple times i told myself just gamble, but i just told myself well i mean im already down this much i can just keep trading until i loose the account or atleast make it break even and what i realized was and something that would be important to others that start prop firm trading is that if you are down negative % in ur account, just dont give up yet i knowu may have thoughts like blowing up the account or doing something risky but just dont give up yet just follow wht u know and also really important if u journal ur trades or what u thought was the reason u took the trade and how u felt, i know this is a overrated thing most people say but i thought the same and i just bought a small notebook and started writing, no i wouldnt say u would become a succesful and the best trader , its just a small step i mean u wouldnt lose anything if u tried it right like idk a notebook costed me around $2 ( its a small pocket one so i can write wherever i want and whenever i want so ) just write idk i stood up from my chair now i forgot what i went to write so yeah
anyways i havent even started yet i know, im still getting along also so i wouldnt say im the best nor at a good posistion to give advice like a professional but again these posts to talk what i want so i can look back ,and idk how many ppl actually care abour nor i care abt either i just do the thing, and just write
anyways other than that, i have been working on other stuff also, and been busy a lot but yeah lets cook
oh yeah also i havent been doing anything other than trading like backtesting or doing math ( idk )
which i got to do, i got to keep learning i have some stuff i need to finish that i said i would but i didnt so yes im glad im writing otherwise i would have forgot abt this already
anyways until next time frnds
-terunoz
terunoz
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bust
just passed phase 1 ftmo 10k acc
i havent been trading hte 5k acc tbh, which idk why but i have to start trading that also as i mentioned before i think that acc is down like
wait
i mean its just 2.75% i remembered it like 6% something this is better, i will start trading this acc also ( this is my funded acc already )
terunoz
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thank you sire
terunoz
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Myself has been staring at the chart with no thought in my mind, like I gaze the stars trying to figure out the beauty that I have taken a like of
Is it me or Is it the candles? Am I losing touch of reality
Is this really for me? Should I give up now?
I have come some distance to find the truth, to find the secret to the markets that can make me consistenly profittable
Yet I feel I am missing something, and I don't know what it is
I ask myself again "Are you sure about this", "No, not really I'm just doing it" I muttered to myself in my head
Do I know what I'm doing I ask myself sometimes, as I get lost in the candles of the screen like I get lost in the stars of the sky
Is it really orderflow, is it really volume, is it really the fusion of hydrogen to make helium that makes these stars glow
Knowing an answer to the stars as I search on ChatGPT but not knowing what the candles are really trying to say to me as I cannot trust a machine that was censored and built upon data that is only supposed to be shared across the mortals like us
I seek help from I seek help, but will I receive it ? I do not know
Oh almighty candles, show me the way, show me the truth that I have yet to discover as I take this long path to understanding of this vast sea of trillions of dollars being traded every day
Let me understand you.
I say to myself as I fall asleep and seeing day dreams of me unlocking the truth that is for me to reveal with the work I put in.
-terunoz
(idk what the fk i typed but i wanted to type it, idk whether i relate or not but just wrote my thoughts)
(also i was thinking maybe i should understand more of fundamentals but when I search on yt for example those videos are not really helpful, i think I will have to research a lot as trading gurus and youtubers seems to be selling only "buy my course and find the secrets to the market" "99.9999% winrate high secret setups" and the same bs
anyways how are yall and hows the week going
-terunoz
Is it me or Is it the candles? Am I losing touch of reality
Is this really for me? Should I give up now?
I have come some distance to find the truth, to find the secret to the markets that can make me consistenly profittable
Yet I feel I am missing something, and I don't know what it is
I ask myself again "Are you sure about this", "No, not really I'm just doing it" I muttered to myself in my head
Do I know what I'm doing I ask myself sometimes, as I get lost in the candles of the screen like I get lost in the stars of the sky
Is it really orderflow, is it really volume, is it really the fusion of hydrogen to make helium that makes these stars glow
Knowing an answer to the stars as I search on ChatGPT but not knowing what the candles are really trying to say to me as I cannot trust a machine that was censored and built upon data that is only supposed to be shared across the mortals like us
I seek help from I seek help, but will I receive it ? I do not know
Oh almighty candles, show me the way, show me the truth that I have yet to discover as I take this long path to understanding of this vast sea of trillions of dollars being traded every day
Let me understand you.
I say to myself as I fall asleep and seeing day dreams of me unlocking the truth that is for me to reveal with the work I put in.
-terunoz
(idk what the fk i typed but i wanted to type it, idk whether i relate or not but just wrote my thoughts)
(also i was thinking maybe i should understand more of fundamentals but when I search on yt for example those videos are not really helpful, i think I will have to research a lot as trading gurus and youtubers seems to be selling only "buy my course and find the secrets to the market" "99.9999% winrate high secret setups" and the same bs
anyways how are yall and hows the week going
-terunoz
terunoz
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like what am i missing out truly?
my mind says lets do backtesting, then my mind says lets learn fundamentals and again my mind says what if theres something else to learn about
i want to learn about automations and EAs also so I can test it out and make a good automation that can generate me passively but its a mere idea and not a foolproof plan that I can trust on there are lots of things to consider and things dont always go as planned
ngl gang, even im really confused and rethinking whether this would work out or whether this is for me like fr
past months i felt like something was going on but now im just trading as of rn, and with that my mind is like im not learning anything hence theres no development but its still expereince
kind of hard to keep going, yesterday i felt like giving up ngl like who would care if i did i havent told anybody in irl im trading or trying to make a consistent income from trading so i could give up rn and forget abt everything
also yk i dont know whether how you are supposed to feel about this
so i used to learn a lot, i studied most of the concepts and 1000s of videos ( that may be too much but im pretty sure its more than 500-600 videos tbh ) and i used to make notes from everything , i literally have like a whole 2 of this full with A4s and prints about everything
I learned. now im wondering whether i realy have all of htat information in my head but again my mind says you dont need to remember all but rather remember what you need to do only then i ask myself then why tf did i learn all of that shi spending so much time , like its crazy the amount of time I spent but now I dont even use 25% of those when trading, like thats crazy but then again i tell myself its just how it is
bro ong my mind is like going back and forth having full ass conversations with myself, trying to justify each ones argument , sometimes its too much for me istg
it would be nice if i had someone who i can relate to regarding these shit so i can talk or atleast who already passed this stage so i can ask them what they did but idk man
anyways i dont feel like doing anything rn, imma watch a movie
see yall later
peace
-terunoz
my mind says lets do backtesting, then my mind says lets learn fundamentals and again my mind says what if theres something else to learn about
i want to learn about automations and EAs also so I can test it out and make a good automation that can generate me passively but its a mere idea and not a foolproof plan that I can trust on there are lots of things to consider and things dont always go as planned
ngl gang, even im really confused and rethinking whether this would work out or whether this is for me like fr
past months i felt like something was going on but now im just trading as of rn, and with that my mind is like im not learning anything hence theres no development but its still expereince
kind of hard to keep going, yesterday i felt like giving up ngl like who would care if i did i havent told anybody in irl im trading or trying to make a consistent income from trading so i could give up rn and forget abt everything
also yk i dont know whether how you are supposed to feel about this
so i used to learn a lot, i studied most of the concepts and 1000s of videos ( that may be too much but im pretty sure its more than 500-600 videos tbh ) and i used to make notes from everything , i literally have like a whole 2 of this full with A4s and prints about everything
I learned. now im wondering whether i realy have all of htat information in my head but again my mind says you dont need to remember all but rather remember what you need to do only then i ask myself then why tf did i learn all of that shi spending so much time , like its crazy the amount of time I spent but now I dont even use 25% of those when trading, like thats crazy but then again i tell myself its just how it is
bro ong my mind is like going back and forth having full ass conversations with myself, trying to justify each ones argument , sometimes its too much for me istg
it would be nice if i had someone who i can relate to regarding these shit so i can talk or atleast who already passed this stage so i can ask them what they did but idk man
anyways i dont feel like doing anything rn, imma watch a movie
see yall later
peace
-terunoz
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Nice!
keep it up!
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good luck with the journey
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Good Luck.