Hey BHW ! I'm sure a lot of people can relate to my story haha, since I'm depressed and I read a lot of people here sharing this disease. I'm depressed for a long time now. I'm 30 years old. I struggled a lot in my life, with anxiety, panic attack, etc... At least IM helped me to make some money sometimes (since I can't beat anxiety to go to a regular job: I promise guys, I tried). Last year for example (summer 2018), I managed to make +200$/day with youtube + cpa, that was great, it helped a lot. I started a therapy with that money, I wanted to scale all of it and really don't let my depression beat me. But yet, Youtube + CPA has changed a lot, very quickly during this period. Long story short, I only make $15 a day now... And it made me feel very bad, ofc. I had to stop shrink, too expensive... Well I'm not here to cry, I don't want that, I want to bounce back actually. But I don't knoww where to start right now. I'm a little lost. Should I go on on Youtube ? My last attempts were not good, Youtube + CPA is hard now... Or should I tri something else ? In your opinion. I'm not asking for spoonfeed, it's just I'm living a hard time currently, but I really want to bounce back, any opinion / advice would be really, really apprecied. PS: people are right, money won't save your from depression, it requires a lot more. But in mycase, money helped me to get help, it's a shame Youtube made such changes when I was starting to make money haha. But it's life. I don't want to adbicate ! Thank you again ! Edit: drinking problems too haha, but compared to 2 years ago, it's way better.