On myself

Get a blood panel done...

You need vitamins , proper hydration and a plan to get lots of booty ( female and treasure )

Touch grass and gets some a*& , good luck bud.

I got a 1 and 1 on the test though so maybe I am too nice , who knows.

I've been caught freaking out again.

I talked to a father of 5 or so. The dude sounds like some moderator of this forum - won't mention their name.

Pure life explainer. 60 or so years of experience...

He says he's been through this type of stuff 100s of times. To me it happened 10 - 15 times.

In couple minutes he destroyed my fear of warfare etc. He had very unique, chill insights and experiences you won't find on Quora or Reddit.

goodbye tobey said:

I used to take psychotic meds for almost 2 yeas, it was the shittiest years of my life (17-19), and I was mentally forced to take the meds by my parents, I still believe that they're the ones who should take the meds (another subject), Now I'm 3 years free of them, didn't take a single pill in 3 years and I feel the happiest man on earth, even tho my friends get confused when they see me happy when living in this shitty environment.

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Fuck meds never take that shit, work on yourself, if there's something wrong in your life that just means you gotta fix something, not be depressed.

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Fuck meds never take that shit, work on yourself, if there's something wrong in your life that just means you gotta fix something, not be depressed.

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Caffeine is a medicament to an extent. So I wouldn't just recommend everyone to quit meds as they're used so widely. And there's plenty of reasons for that.

Now for anti-psychotics? Side effects are too heavy. It's last resort if you're schizophrenic or smth. They also give this to people who can't stop talking... so everyone who's young and disturbed will get these...

Good medicaments are usually mixes of many substances.

Vitamin D is important for mood? mental health and dont you live somewhere with not a lot of sun? can't remember but you should look into it.

NY people are all salty AF and all have low vitamin D I promise you. Don't ignore the science of biochemistry of keeping a healthy body and mind. So important no matter how rich or poor you are.

Here , last post here so mods don't think I am post count farming plus I gotta cook dinner and fix a dyer because new ones are like 800 bucks here and the new heating coil was 20 bucks on Ebay , a little college basketball is in order too.

Read up on this is though , most people don't take is seriously and ignorance is not mental illness.

https://www.health.harvard.edu/nutrition/the-truth-about-nutrient-deficiencies
I only dropped out of an Ivy League school but folks smarter than me that did not should have decent advice on this more than I after all I'm just an ignorant humble Hoboninja lol.

cheers and happy weekend folks.

Hoboninja said:

Here , last post here so mods don't think I am post count farming plus I gotta cook dinner and fix a dyer because new ones are like 800 bucks here and the new heating coil was 20 bucks on Ebay , a little college basketball is in order too.

Read up on this is though , most people don't take is seriously and ignorance is not mental illness.

https://www.health.harvard.edu/nutrition/the-truth-about-nutrient-deficiencies
I only dropped out of an Ivy League school but folks smarter than me that did not should have decent advice on this more than I after all I'm just an ignorant humble Hoboninja lol.

cheers and happy weekend folks.

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Guys, he's post farming in the lounge where post count doesn't increase...

It'd be reaction farming if something.

Hoboninja said:

Vitamin D is important for mood? mental health and dont you live somewhere with not a lot of sun? can't remember but you should look into it.

NY people are all salty AF and all have low vitamin D I promise you. Don't ignore the science of biochemistry of keeping a healthy body and mind. So important no matter how rich or poor you are.

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Damn I take Vitamin D and noticed changes, also Omega 3 capsules.

But I am working a lot inside, so I don't get sun that often as regular people.

I recall these drugs...
It was disgusting. It worked like 3 hours and you would come back 200% worse.

The worst was when you couldn't do what you wanted under influence and had to stick to what was available.

The pain was extruciating.

Interestingly I got what I wanted off life and that includes drugs when I was completely alone.

So don't do drugs around people??

It's like having a colleague instead of a girlfriend. Who wants that...

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Guys, he's post farming in the lounge where post count doesn't increase...

It'd be reaction farming if something.

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LMAO , my bad. I will admit rule remembering is not my strong suit. Back to my Youtube video on how to replace this old Samsung dryer heating coil , I hope this works.

sscaz said:

Fuck meds never take that shit, work on yourself, if there's something wrong in your life that just means you gotta fix something, not be depressed.

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True, I took the decision to stop them 2.5 years ago against my parents will and it's the best decision of my life!
also my psychatrist died a day before the next appointemnent, which is wild asf.

Hoboninja said:

Get a blood panel done...

You need vitamins , proper hydration and a plan to get lots of booty ( female and treasure )

Touch grass and gets some a*& , good luck bud.

I got a 1 and 1 on the test though so maybe I am too nice , who knows.

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No ass till you get more normal man, there's enough shit guys in the dating pool. Work on yourself a bit.

SilverClouds said:

No ass till you get more normal man, there's enough shit guys in the dating pool. Work on yourself a bit.

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Yes. $4m net worth is a must before you get into a relationship.

goodbye tobey said:

True, I took the decision to stop them 2.5 years ago against my parents will and it's the best decision of my life!
also my psychatrist died a day before the next appointemnent, which is wild asf.

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Hmmm, I would invite a therapist or psychiatrist to a dinner and so on.

And I would explain to them what I dislike about their approach. Then toilet together and fun.

I am against anything blackhat, I stand with the law of the united states of america

You need to relieve your stress, hiking is a good choice

seoptimer said:

You need to relieve your stress, hiking is a good choice

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No. Hugging and kissing someone who is calm. You won't beat that.

Exchanger said:

I am against anything blackhat, I stand with the law of the united states of america

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But all black hat is legal in the United States. Actually this website is based in that country and nobody has ever taken it down.

I think you mean something illegal in certain states like you won't murder and steal as that's illegal everywhere there?

It'll be a trouble for you to do white hat only as many things we do on daily basis have black hat component in them.

For example, white hatters limit themselves to manual work, meanwhile black hatters do things automatically.

Using mobile IPs is sort of black hat as you're circumventing static IPs problem and can blend in crowd. Consider using wi-fi only to not wake up in sweat as a white hatter.

So white hatters usually do front-end work, they fear backend as they unconsioucly start to enter "grey-hat area" in their brains. Once they go into "tests" and "automations", they start to freak out thinking they've gone fully black hat.

Making a website due to your interest in search traffic is a black hat move.

Making a video on YouTube due to your interest in search traffic is a white hat move.

Can you understand conflicting views in the same company called Google? They're nuts.

white hat tricks algorithms via value which is actually black hat​

ying yang

question is: would you provide that much value as you do if you could rank without it? no, so you've done something to trick algorithm - you black hatted

When white hatters write copy[writing], they usually focus on it to be "NON duplicate content". But who gives a damn. It has to SELL, not rank.

They could rank with rented, high quality links like $25 (hour of manual work) per month, not content. But why do this... it's so ENVY.

reaaski said:

From my earliest days, my heart burned with a lust for unfettered freedom and ecstasy. There was no place for me for restrictions or social conventions. I just wanted to experience all that life could offer, regardless of cost or consequences with a mind as sharp as a razor, without a spark of foggy perception.

My life is like an unbridled dance on the shadow side of reality. Filled with ecstatic experiences, striving for perfection, from crazy night parties, to huge sums of money, to wild journeys through my own body in search of pleasure. There were and are no limits to my desires or inhibitions to my desire to explore.

My manipulation skills serve me to achieve even more freedom. People have become tools for me to satisfy my lusts, and each betrayal or lie causing anger become just more steps on the road to eliminating unwanted individuals and creating a personal paradise where I can control everything, including sounds, temperature and tastes independent of majority opinion.

Although plunged into the murky ocean of my desires, I sometimes saw vague rays of light that promised peace and understanding. But I rejected these signals, ready to lose myself even further in the mad dance of my own desires. There are no boundaries or barriers for me, I'm just a seeker of perpetual pleasure and freedom.

Let him tremble who dares to look into the face of ...

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If this is not copy pasted.

Excellent poetry. I mean it

So we have spoken before here on this topic.

Manipulation, lust for freedom are all qualities of an addict. How do i know it? Because am one. Am 10+ years clean now.

We have all done this and try to avoid as much as we can. Nothing to be ashamed of.

First step is accepting there is an issue. Reading your posts I can tell you have agreed to this.

Now second step is to let go and understand there is a power greater that will help you. (doesn't have to be God if you are an atheist)

So surrender to this power. Just think of it as the algorithm of the universe.

The following recommendations are from personal experience and therapy(I took until 5 years ago) .

Do NA meetings. Therapy isn't yet to designed to help addicts unfortunately as the impact is lesser than one recovering addict helping another. I was/am bipolar, border line schizophrenic. I am off meds for 5 years, I live like "normal people" now. I work, have a routine, spend time with family, travel, invest, learn and experience. Most of the folks I was associated with during my rough days either think I am dead or still a mess(I was very bad). I could manipulate anyone.

Now manipulation is a slow poison you consume. The only person that is cheated is you during this process.

So why am I telling all this? Because someone told me this 10-14 years ago. It took almost 4 years for me to accept things and 2014 I cleaned up. I was on and off from 2010-2014. Am just carrying the message of a 12th step program.

But again this is definitely not the forum to talk all this. Because not everyone on this forum is an addict like we are. So i would suggest you reach out to someone in the area, do meetings. It's free. I was welcomed with a warm hug and 0 judgements when I first the meeting.

Btw NA is a cool place, we still do fun things without the "durg" like driving 20 hours non-stop to reach an off-beat waterfall or campfires, or music shows, rock concerts.

Am passing the message.

Good luck and I wish you the best.

ps: if you are still reluctant, listen to this NA member sharing his experience

Personally who cares what it's labelled as, as long as it works. Could be rainbow hat for all I care.

As to other issues, only you can help yourself, what works for one may not work for all. Identify the root cause and work on fixing it.

Just my 2cents, all the best bud.