Depression...

[LJ Junior]

Depression is deceptive..
This is what it's doing you, right now..

Want to make money ---- No, you can't do it. Your not made for IM.
Want to keep my family safe ---- You can't do a shit. You're born for nothing
Want to workout ---- Makes no sense and waste of time

OP, add all the attributes of your life, depression will always tell you - YOU WORTH NOTHING IN THIS LIFE.

But..

On other-side..

1. Wake-up at 5pm and exercise..

2. Do little things to your family. It can even be washing dishes...This will help you in a great way to overcome your state of mind for not making your family happy!

3. I suppose you want to make money on internet. It is way more easy than ending life.
[ Write articles on suicide tendency/Depression and publish it or sell. You can make some start-up money]
IM is super easy, bro! Even nasty ideas can be productive!

4. Now get smart, work hard and make IM your bitch!

5. You will put lot of smiles on people around you..(Family)

Cheers!

 

[yellowcat]

bump for love man stay strong.

 

[Naroha]

just keep going, everything will end well

 

[KatyCakes]

the best thing you can take away from all of this... you now know that plenty of people care about you and love you!

 

[super11]

Life is a gift not a guarantee. Everybody would turn into ashes sooner or later but don't even think of wasting this gifted life on your own. Personally, I get your situation. Do not give up. Brighter days are ahead!

 

[KatyCakes]

We are get IT Rentals Solutions iPad Rent and hire Mini Mac book. you will to look for new product It rentals...

what a shitty place to advertise

 

[Vic Sage]

Things have gone from bad to worse for me lately...tried my hands on a lot of things,all to no avail. Lost a Father figure to illness,majorly because i had no money to get him to a better clinic. Have been harbouring thoughts of taking my own life only to realise that doing that will worsen my family's condition.
I know a lot of folks here will be like "what the heck is he saying" or "why the hell is he spewing his personal life on this forum",the reason is that this forum have been my family/friend for a good four years (before i finally decided to join last year),made my first IM money with the help of some friends here.that's why i feel comfortable penning down my thoughts here.
I think it's time i unlearn all i have known,learn new methods and relearn the old one's too.
I have gotta live for my family.

I don't know if you are a male or female, but if you are a male, I would highly recommend that you do an immediate blood checkup to see if you have low testosterone (less than 400ng/dl). If you do, get a prescription for TRT (Testosterone Replacement Therapy). Here's a small test result on what TRT can do to people --

Here are some essential resources on TRT (Save these before a moron reports this post and it gets removed) ---

Spoiler: Testosterone Replacement Therapy Info

http://johndoebodybuilding.com/testosterone-the-red-headed-stepchild-of-vitality/
https://boldanddetermined.com/low-testosterone-levels/
http://ironandtweed.com/my-low-t-journey-one-year-on-trt/
https://www.dangerandplay.com/2014/05/02/went-testosterone-replacement-therapy/
TRT MANual (Best book on TRT) ---
https://www.dropbox.com/s/wcg9icc5klgczho/TRT MANual.pdf?dl=0

Your body and mind are connected obviously, there's no way they will function properly if the main hormone of your body is not working.

Quick Tips on Choosing the Right Endocrinologist to Work With:

• If suggests Clomid/hCG Monotherapy, don't pay a visit again
• If suggests Testosterone Transdermals/Patches, don't pay a visit again
• If suggests 400mg Testosterone Cypionate injected every "Month", NEVER pay a visit again.
• If suggests 50/100mg Testosterone Cypionate/Enanthate injected every 3.5 days, or 100/200mg Testosterone Cypionate/Enanthate injected every 7 days, you found a good Endo, work with him/her (Honestly, never saw a female Endo know sh*t about TRT, try to avoid Female Endo's).

Hope I could be of some help to you, remember, EVERYTHING is a skill. Those motivational videos on Youtube might inspire you for a while, but that feeling won't last forever. You have to practice regularly to control your emotions, optimized hormone levels are "Must Have" in the process.

Good luck mate.​

 

[bartosimpsonio]

Thanks Uncle Bart.

Yeah mate. Stay strong no matter what. Things get better and when they do you'll be happy as fuck.

 

[MisterF]

It's a hard subject to talk about, some people don't even know they're suffering from it.

This time of year doesn't help matters either.

Keep strong, keep your chin up and come through the other side.

 

[pewep]

Things have gone from bad to worse for me lately...tried my hands on a lot of things,all to no avail. Lost a Father figure to illness,majorly because i had no money to get him to a better clinic. Have been harbouring thoughts of taking my own life only to realise that doing that will worsen my family's condition.
I know a lot of folks here will be like "what the heck is he saying" or "why the hell is he spewing his personal life on this forum",the reason is that this forum have been my family/friend for a good four years (before i finally decided to join last year),made my first IM money with the help of some friends here.that's why i feel comfortable penning down my thoughts here.
I think it's time i unlearn all i have known,learn new methods and relearn the old one's too.
I have gotta live for my family.

1. Sleep 7-8 hrs per day
2. Stop eating junk food, alcohol or drugs
3. Exercise
4. Meditate

 

[tokstesla]

1. Sleep 7-8 hrs per day
2. Stop eating junk food, alcohol or drugs
3. Exercise
4. Meditate

I don't junk(don't even have enough money eat junks),i don't drink alcohol neither do i do drugs.
I walk a total of 5miles(that's like 8km) everyday in other to get to my work place were i do data computations.
Meditate?my mind is presently hellbent on finding money to offset bills before i have my family thrown out of the house.
Thanks for finding time to respond,i really appreciate.

 

[tokstesla]

It's a hard subject to talk about, some people don't even know they're suffering from it.

This time of year doesn't help matters either.

Keep strong, keep your chin up and come through the other side.

Thanks

 

[tokstesla]

I don't know if you are a male or female, but if you are a male, I would highly recommend that you do an immediate blood checkup to see if you have low testosterone (less than 400ng/dl). If you do, get a prescription for TRT (Testosterone Replacement Therapy). Here's a small test result on what TRT can do to people --

Here are some essential resources on TRT (Save these before a moron reports this post and it gets removed) ---

Spoiler: Testosterone Replacement Therapy Info

http://johndoebodybuilding.com/testosterone-the-red-headed-stepchild-of-vitality/
https://boldanddetermined.com/low-testosterone-levels/
http://ironandtweed.com/my-low-t-journey-one-year-on-trt/
https://www.dangerandplay.com/2014/05/02/went-testosterone-replacement-therapy/
TRT MANual (Best book on TRT) ---
https://www.dropbox.com/s/wcg9icc5klgczho/TRT MANual.pdf?dl=0

Your body and mind are connected obviously, there's no way they will function properly if the main hormone of your body is not working.

Quick Tips on Choosing the Right Endocrinologist to Work With:

• If suggests Clomid/hCG Monotherapy, don't pay a visit again
• If suggests Testosterone Transdermals/Patches, don't pay a visit again
• If suggests 400mg Testosterone Cypionate injected every "Month", NEVER pay a visit again.
• If suggests 50/100mg Testosterone Cypionate/Enanthate injected every 3.5 days, or 100/200mg Testosterone Cypionate/Enanthate injected every 7 days, you found a good Endo, work with him/her (Honestly, never saw a female Endo know sh*t about TRT, try to avoid Female Endo's).

Hope I could be of some help to you, remember, EVERYTHING is a skill. Those motivational videos on Youtube might inspire you for a while, but that feeling won't last forever. You have to practice regularly to control your emotions, optimized hormone levels are "Must Have" in the process.

Good luck mate.​

Thanks mate,but despite how harsh this may sound,the truth is that "i don't need a shrink.

 

[tokstesla]

Life is a gift not a guarantee. Everybody would turn into ashes sooner or later but don't even think of wasting this gifted life on your own. Personally, I get your situation. Do not give up. Brighter days are ahead!

Thanks pal

 

[tokstesla]

Depression is deceptive..
This is what it's doing you, right now..

Want to make money ---- No, you can't do it. Your not made for IM.
Want to keep my family safe ---- You can't do a shit. You're born for nothing
Want to workout ---- Makes no sense and waste of time

OP, add all the attributes of your life, depression will always tell you - YOU WORTH NOTHING IN THIS LIFE.

But..

On other-side..

1. Wake-up at 5pm and exercise..

2. Do little things to your family. It can even be washing dishes...This will help you in a great way to overcome your state of mind for not making your family happy!

3. I suppose you want to make money on internet. It is way more easy than ending life.
[ Write articles on suicide tendency/Depression and publish it or sell. You can make some start-up money]
IM is super easy, bro! Even nasty ideas can be productive!

4. Now get smart, work hard and make IM your bitch!

5. You will put lot of smiles on people around you..(Family)

Cheers!

Thanks mate,am trying to see if i can work on a blog i started late last year though. But,am open to money making ideas(quick or gradual means) thanks.

bump for love man stay strong.

Aite,thanks

just keep going, everything will end well

Thanks mate

 

[Boolean Games]

We've been through similar experiences man, I won't tell you that you're ranting and I know most people here feel your pain too.

Don't let the darkness of life blind you from all the beauty it holds.

Remind yourself that to truly understand the beauty in life we sometimes have to understand what true pain is and live in that pain for a period of time.

I'm sorry for your losses, and I'm sorry you feel hopeless, however, you're not alone through this journey.

If you ever need to talk and discuss things up, feel free to PM me mate.

You're not alone and you're certainly not without hope

 

[pewep]

I wish you the best of luck mate , have faith that all will go well.

 

[tokstesla]

We've been through similar experiences man, I won't tell you that you're ranting and I know most people here feel your pain too.

Don't let the darkness of life blind you from all the beauty it holds.

Remind yourself that to truly understand the beauty in life we sometimes have to understand what true pain is and live in that pain for a period of time.

I'm sorry for your losses, and I'm sorry you feel hopeless, however, you're not alone through this journey.

If you ever need to talk and discuss things up, feel free to PM me mate.

You're not alone and you're certainly not without hope

Thanks

 

[tokstesla]

I wish you the best of luck mate , have faith that all will go well.

Thanks Avatar pewep

 

[Nut-Nights]

First, I'm very sorry for your loss.

Second, I 100% agree with @bartosimpsonio. That is not you. That is depression. I know bc I have it. I've had it for almost 10 years now. I'm not gonna lie and say I haven't been where you are now, bc the majority of my life feels like a tar pit. But I can't give up. To give up is to quit, to admit defeat. And I am not a quitter.

Mom's here for you kiddo. You ever want to vent, PM me. I'm not gonna judge you or anything of the sort. I want you to keep living. I don't ever want anyone to feel like the only way out is taking their own life. That is never the answer.

Unless you're Hitler.

After reading this i fall in love with you.