I'm done I hate my life.

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I may not know exactly how it feels to be in your position, but I know how it feels to fail, man. Don't you think maybe lack of sleep lowers your brain capacity? You have to have enough sleep to fight another day.

Have you tried freelancing sites? I made my first thousands there - maybe you can work something out there too.

You don't need luck, when you work hard and smart enough - you will succeed.
 
redrubies said:
OP, you have to get enough sleep. Sleep helps to heal a sick body. What country do you live in? Even in the US, if your family is poor, you can sign up for medicaid.

You made money before which means you can do it again. Just relax. Stress is not good for your health.
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WDH? Sleep does not heal the body unless you exercising or healing from broken bones perhaps. Are you from the US? Maybe you should ask the op what is his medical issues and his medicaid situation before you come with these assumptions. Medicaid doesnt cover everything. DO your research before posting. There are plenty of americans who arent able to afford their medical and prescriptions with coverage.
 
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I would just like to share something here with you; its a famous poster of one of the most profound men in U.S history:

Portrait of an Achiever​
1831 He Failed in Business - Bankruptcy.
1832 Defeated for Legislature.
1834 Failed in Business again - Bankruptcy.
1835 Sweetheart and Fiancee died.
1836 Nervous Breakdown.
1838 Defeated in an Election.
1843 Defeated for U.S. Congress.
1846 Defeated again for U.S. Congress.
1848 Defeated once again for U.S. Congress.
1855 Defeated for U.S. Senate.
1856 Defeated for U.S. Vice President.
1858 Defeated again for U.S. Senate.
1860 Elected President of the United States.

... Abraham Lincoln

You cannot fail...UNLESS you quit!

"A quitter never wins and a winner never quits.

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With that being said, Abraham Lincoln went through 29 years of defeat, failure, external struggle, and emotional struggle. If he would've quit trying in 1958... He would've never had the opportunity to become President of The United States, The United States could've still been divided into 2, and who knows what civil rights would've been like without him!

I know that time are rough and I know that you are going through some of the hardest moments in your life right now but I can say from experience that failure is only what you perceive it to be. REFUSE TO BELIEVE IN SUCH A THING AS FAILURE, you only fail when you decide that you've failed.

Stay humble enough to work a 9-5 job if you have to, and stay foolish enough to believe that you can break away from the societal norm and accomplish what it is you want in life. Perseverance is key and the story is in the struggle. If no one had ever struggled to succeed, no one would have an inspiring story to tell. I highly recommend getting into meditation, yoga, or at least begin reading some personal growth/self development material. Life is all about mastery, the more you master yourself the more you can master life.

My kind regards to you, I wish you the absolute best... just never give up and FORCE things to work for you and not against you.

-Mohammad Khalil
 
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Whoa, that is intense. Just keep on trucking, buddy. It's okay to give up sometimes, but you will eventually have to get up again. That's how life works. Bad things happen to everyone, it's how you approach it that separates you from being a complete failure.

It's never too late to make a change.
 
Your situation really does seem to blow right now but just stay positive homie itll be good
 
To find true success, you must first find true failure. This is a vital step to becoming a successful entrepreneur.
 
hey don't sit in front of comp all day you need to rest and take some fresh air now and then, that really helps in developing new ideas.

and you need it more because you are sick too, so work on some time management.

work little, work smart.
 
BlackAndYellow said:
School and a real job is out of the question due to my health problems.
Besides I aint going to work my ass of for 4$ an hour, I will pass on that.
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Its funny how it's always the people with that ^^^ attitude who start these woe is me threads. I had some real nasty jobs when I was younger but I did whatever It took to put food on the table.

These days it's all about instant gratification and doing only the bare minimum to survive...
 
BlackAndYellow said:
Thanks so much for the kind words everyone! Getting back on my grind as we speak :D
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Great! :)

Now stay on the grid and forget the useless part of the past! lol. I said "useless part" specifically. Once you begin doing that, then that erases all those useless parts that are being stuffed there needlessly since the days of GreatGranpa Mr. Adam..., then you will learn from any mistakes in a better way. Keep the mind on a good track -- it is difficult, but that why you are here on the planet -- to rein in the free movements of that junk-collector called the mind! Once the mind is in any kind of control, then the junk-disposal takes place as it should, and new ideas begin creeping in. Use a good mind control method (meditation/any other method), and its regular practice works magically to get yourself in a better mood which elevates you levels above the whole mess. The better mood gets better ideas and begins production in a better way. A good product which emerges ensures better peace of mind!:) ...better control, better moods, better ideas, better productivity, better results,... blah, blah, blah!!! lol...
 
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Less time trying to scam and ewhoring would be a good start. Goto something like uDemy and continue your education if you can't afford school. Things will get better just focus on moving forward.
 
superspy said:
Its funny how it's always the people with that ^^^ attitude who start these woe is me threads. I had some real nasty jobs when I was younger but I did whatever It took to put food on the table.

These days it's all about instant gratification and doing only the bare minimum to survive...
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It's always funny, guys that need to compare dicks.
Sure bro, you have it way tougher then I have. Worked harder then I ever did. Had nastier jobs then I had.
You are so good!
Happy?

Meanwhile I worked since the age of 12.
I know what HARD work is, now I need to find out how to work SMART and I suggest you do too.

My attitude developed over time for a reason and I know I am capable of enough to NOT settle for a 9-5 job that pays $4 a hour.

Your comment makes me think you didn't even read my post, just skimmed through it and saw that part.
If I were only to do the bare minimum to survive, I would've slept more the past few weeks.
I would probably have done nothing and let the state take care of me, so I can sleep in everyday and do nothing, or have my parents take care of me and get them even further in debt.
Yes.. sounds like a plan :D ........... (SARCASM)
 
BeerNuts said:
Less time trying to scam and ewhoring would be a good start. Goto something like uDemy and continue your education if you can't afford school. Things will get better just focus on moving forward.
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I don't classify ewhoring as scamming, education is last part of my concern right now, however I'd like to thank you for your suggestion.
 
BlackAndYellow said:
I don't classify ewhoring as scamming, education is last part of my concern right now, however I'd like to thank you for your suggestion.
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I don`t clasify it as scamming either but i did read your thread and 2-3 guys at least told to run from it. I`m thinking because is alot of competition or it`s somehow not safe/long therm etc. I did do like $500 every 2 days 1 year ago with ewhoring.

I invested that money in more long therm things, i recommend you to go with it till you pay your bills at hospitals and whatever else you have.
 
topmm said:
I don`t clasify it as scamming either but i did read your thread and 2-3 guys at least told to run from it. I`m thinking because is alot of competition or it`s somehow not safe/long therm etc. I did do like $500 every 2 days 1 year ago with ewhoring.

I invested that money in more long therm things, i recommend you to go with it till you pay your bills at hospitals and whatever else you have.
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Doing exactly what you are saying. I'll save a % for long term IM and pay off my due bills.
I hate doing it anyway.
 
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