Thank you for the kind words everyone, It's 3AM right now and I just woke up from sleep, I havent slept this much in weeks.
I feel a lot better right now, I'm going back to sleep for another few hours and when I wake up I'm going to look for some more ideas.
School and a real job is out of the question due to my health problems.
Besides I aint going to work my ass of for 4$ an hour, I will pass on that.
I know I can make more online.
The reason I gave in was just the amount of pressure on my back I think, I'm only 18 years old and sometimes I just miss some life experience to know what to do.
Atleast that's how I feel.
I also had a huge argument with my fiance because I hadn't really spoke or given her much attention at all the past few weeks because I wad grinding to pay the bills.
Again I really appericiate the kind words, I hope to speak with most of you more often.
For now, I am going back to bed for a few more hours and then start my grind back up, I know there plenty of guys making money out there so I just gotta keep on going.
One day it'll be my turn.
Btw if anyone is so kind to help me with tips or advice, feel free to pm me, it would mean a lot to me.
One thing is for sure though, it may be hard right now, but I'm not quitting nor giving up.