I'm done I hate my life.

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Hang in there man, it'll get better. Don't know where you live, but can't you get a loan?
 
Sounds to me like you are depending on people and doctors and hospitals and money. Your answer won't come from any of them. Study your own face in the mirror... look at an infant... count the number of churches you see next time you go for a drive. Consider your own life and being, that you didn't make it or give it to yourself. Then you might begin to understand what you need to do.
 
The fact that you are smart enough and wise enough to make 1k online... shows that you definitely can use alternatives. I'm still trying to make a dollar... I'm going to spend the rest of my full day up under the A/C and writing music reviews on Slicethepie until I make $100 to get my car out of the shop... Lost my job last week... and I was able to pay my portion of the rent up for 3 months... hopefully I get another job. But I am only at $15.00... hopefully by midnight, I'll be at $40 ....


Turn to writing reviews...
 
Hey man, I know it might not seem like it, but there is some hope bud. Don't just throw in the towel. If you've come this far, there's no reason to give up now. Do you still have the ability to generate the adult/cams traffic? There's sponsors out there that'll take chat traffic and pay with Paypal. I might even be able to recommend one for you if that's all you need. Best of luck to you, hope things start to get better soon.
 
Never give up, even if you think you have 0% chance. Life is about ups and downs.
 
hang in there, buddy.
I hope you can see that you have a lot of support in this community of IMers.
there's lots of other payment gateways and relevant programs you can promote.
since you're in the adult biz maybe adult webmasters or IMers can give you alternatives to check out.
you need more rest, that's for sure.
your productivity will be severely effected from the lethargy and could be a huge factor in your loss of earnings.
maybe draft a work schedule so you get enough rest to remain effective.
 
Don't be upset.. Everything will be alright. Just believe on God and do your best. You will see things will change!

God Bless you
 
well what will happen if you give up ?
who will suffer you..add me on skype..i will try helping you same time...i havent made penny out of IM so what...life is all about learning..
if life starts coming good on daily basis the word good will have no value...in order to keep its value bad will also happen..hence both are spice of life.
Last but not least...darkest part of night is the nearest part of morning...
aum shanti.
god bless u
 
Thank you for the kind words everyone, It's 3AM right now and I just woke up from sleep, I havent slept this much in weeks.
I feel a lot better right now, I'm going back to sleep for another few hours and when I wake up I'm going to look for some more ideas.

School and a real job is out of the question due to my health problems.
Besides I aint going to work my ass of for 4$ an hour, I will pass on that.

I know I can make more online.

The reason I gave in was just the amount of pressure on my back I think, I'm only 18 years old and sometimes I just miss some life experience to know what to do.
Atleast that's how I feel.

I also had a huge argument with my fiance because I hadn't really spoke or given her much attention at all the past few weeks because I wad grinding to pay the bills.

Again I really appericiate the kind words, I hope to speak with most of you more often.

For now, I am going back to bed for a few more hours and then start my grind back up, I know there plenty of guys making money out there so I just gotta keep on going.
One day it'll be my turn.

Btw if anyone is so kind to help me with tips or advice, feel free to pm me, it would mean a lot to me.

One thing is for sure though, it may be hard right now, but I'm not quitting nor giving up.
 
I've had my fair share of failures but that never meant that I was going to quit. The best thing that you can do is take a day off and come back with a clear mind. After enough failures you'll be one of the many success stories on this forum, you got this!
 
The problem with IM is most methods require you to be at full strength and if you got health problems IM isnt going to solve that, (from my experience anyway). Unless, you have capitol of course, or, skill at the start. Take a look at some offline business ventures if you got transportation it probably would be easier. Try to stay optimistic, though, I know that is easy to say when you are taking required meds to deal with your health.
 
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first off I want to say unlike other people you read about their stories - at least you have given it a hard
try and actually made some money - despite your obviously poor health.

I think if I were you - you just need to move into things that are more fulfilling and better longer term income than what you have currently tried.

Suggest Affiliate Marketing or CPA

Set Up a Blog about something you know - go to CJ and find an advertiser and spam the crap out
of the site and your links - to build up a bankroll

then either get further into more Affiliate Sites or ClickBank .. and then when you have some stable money
experiment in CPA.

This I feel will help you short term - and help you long term ---> E Whoring is just a road to no-where.

Good Luck With It !
 
Set Up a Blog about something you know - go to CJ and find an advertiser and spam the crap out
of the site and your links - to build up a bankroll

then either get further into more Affiliate Sites or ClickBank .. and then when you have some stable money
experiment in CPA.

Then he will get banned. This might be the worst advice I ever read on BHW. Sounds like it came from WF :eek:
 
OP, what you need now is luck and keep doing, keep moving. GOOD LUCK and all the best to you!
 
OP, you have to get enough sleep. Sleep helps to heal a sick body. What country do you live in? Even in the US, if your family is poor, you can sign up for medicaid.

Life can change in the matter of seconds. Just because you hate your life now doesn't mean it will last forever. Life has many twists and turns. Things will look up for you. You made money before which means you can do it again. Just relax. Stress is not good for your health.
 
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