angry

What can I do for fun in this 2 week vacation I have? It's been a day and I am already bored... Dont suggest anything NSFW please. Also I hit things when angry, how can I stop doing this toxic behavior?

What can I say, I just feel broken and completely defeated and worthless. A few years ago I jumped into a business for some dumb reason I thought I could handle(Wholesale beauty supply b2b sales). In the end I had to close down shop and ended up $60k in debt with a wife and kids who are now...