contentfreak
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- Jun 13, 2010
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I will take this opportunity to tell u a true story that happened to me yesterday and today, it really has much to do with this thread.
Last night, I didn't feel well, so I went to the doctor, apparently I dried up from all the computer stuff and not drinking enough water and smoking like mad, got the normal infusion thing ( it's called infusia here, don't how in english). Anyway, I also had some pain in my head, it was probably to do with the drying up but the doctor thought it was an infection, maybe it was, maybe not, still not sure, anyways he gave me 1000mg penitzilin, i took it after i got home and ate, and within 10 minutes my entire body was full of rash , i couldn't breath since my throat swelled up like mad, and other ear/nose stuff , was very scarry, very quickly got to the doc again(luckily it is close) and he ordered ambulance, gave me steroids and adrenalin to stop the alergic reaction to the penitzilin.
anyways, to sum the medical side up, my body is weak, he gave me lots of strong stuff which wasn't even sure i needed, and from now on i am alergic to this shit, and the alergic reaction isn't fun. People do die from this stuff, luckily everything happened just right in sense of timing and I do only have no to look back at the occasion and wonder, can my motivation kill me? (read my previous post for my motivation)
It is important to drive through life towards your goal but it is just as important not to let your goal control your life. I fell in love with im and seo 2 years ago, and with all the information you just start digging and digging and getting shoved in more and more, an average day these days is 10-14 hrs on computer with coke and smokes constantly next to me and an occasional break to watch some show on the computer screen. I will be the first one to say 'go for your goals and never let go' and stuff like that, i really believe it and now im just thinking and wondering how to get the balance right coz running like a mad man all the time might not be the right way. It did get me through the beginning part and I do have some income on a monthly basis now but still not enough to free me completely for day job.
Ok, thats what I wanted to share, thnx for reading u guys and I'd love to hear ur opinions about this.
Last night, I didn't feel well, so I went to the doctor, apparently I dried up from all the computer stuff and not drinking enough water and smoking like mad, got the normal infusion thing ( it's called infusia here, don't how in english). Anyway, I also had some pain in my head, it was probably to do with the drying up but the doctor thought it was an infection, maybe it was, maybe not, still not sure, anyways he gave me 1000mg penitzilin, i took it after i got home and ate, and within 10 minutes my entire body was full of rash , i couldn't breath since my throat swelled up like mad, and other ear/nose stuff , was very scarry, very quickly got to the doc again(luckily it is close) and he ordered ambulance, gave me steroids and adrenalin to stop the alergic reaction to the penitzilin.
anyways, to sum the medical side up, my body is weak, he gave me lots of strong stuff which wasn't even sure i needed, and from now on i am alergic to this shit, and the alergic reaction isn't fun. People do die from this stuff, luckily everything happened just right in sense of timing and I do only have no to look back at the occasion and wonder, can my motivation kill me? (read my previous post for my motivation)
It is important to drive through life towards your goal but it is just as important not to let your goal control your life. I fell in love with im and seo 2 years ago, and with all the information you just start digging and digging and getting shoved in more and more, an average day these days is 10-14 hrs on computer with coke and smokes constantly next to me and an occasional break to watch some show on the computer screen. I will be the first one to say 'go for your goals and never let go' and stuff like that, i really believe it and now im just thinking and wondering how to get the balance right coz running like a mad man all the time might not be the right way. It did get me through the beginning part and I do have some income on a monthly basis now but still not enough to free me completely for day job.
Ok, thats what I wanted to share, thnx for reading u guys and I'd love to hear ur opinions about this.
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