YW man, thnx for reading.
I know what you mean man.
Although what you read inhttps://www.blackhatworld.com/seo/a-different-kind-of-success-story-which-hopefully-gives-you-an-extra-push-long-ass-read.1111098/thread, I really never let them know about anything. When I slept outside in the winter, when I was homeless in the States or when I was incarcerated, I always kept them in the dark about it as I didn't wanted them to worry.
As you know with addiction, it's not about not wanting to stay clean it's purely a mental war with many battles and I lost MANY battles but haven't lost the war, all I can do is try my hardest but only very few people can understand how hard it is. They only see you from the outside socially but on the inside, it's hardcore.
I've been starting to ignore news since this week again, even that is hard to stay away from as I always wanted to know what's going on in these turbulent times in my country and continent but I just need to let it go, it's just a waste of time and at the end of the day you can't do anything about politics and BS anyway so fuck em.
Yesterday I went to a site that has the most horrifying videos on the internet, I mean some real messed up shit! Not that I enjoy seeing it but it puts me back in place and realizing that even though I do not like the way things are going here and hate among different groups are increasing I'm still in a part of the world where we have the most freedom in the world so I shouldn't complain too much about that aspect of it.