Jaordas
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- Oct 28, 2019
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Im actually starting to get mad, I know things dont always keep moving up in SEO, but I was getting so used to seeing the site break earning number after number that im mad a whole 30 days has passed and we have not cracked a $100 day.
im moving some of my team back over to work on the articles.
We had some caching issue and some dumb decisions I made that totally messed up our momentum for a few weeks so
im mad at myself. Went from breaking record on the site week after weak to stagnant for 3 weeks right before season is gonna kill it anyways.
I still want to hope that upward momentum makes summer not as bad of an off season but we will see.
I just sort of mentally also had a goal to hit $2500 in a month before summer, so it is frustrating that
I think I am fully gonna miss it by $400
While I pretend I dont care what happens to these sites (and to a large extent I dont)
I am not gonna lie, the financial freedom that getting this site to something like 10 k a month would bring me,
would be noticeable in my life.
But before I go chasing delusional goals like 10k a month on a site I havent even spent a collective month of time working on,
I want to make the 5 k a month.
Proof of concept.
if I can make 5 k a month,
then I can for sure make 10 k a month.
Im sure many of you can related,
and many of you think im stupid for venting about slowed growth instead of working on the site.
I guess this is something I take from my
father, because looking back I remember he used to
get mad for not meeting personal goals in his business, even though nobody else around him saw
the failure as anything worth being upset over.
Little out of character updated, but I just wanted to
speak my mind somewhere, even though im sure most people might not care, maybe some of you
can relate to self hatred.
It is not that I hate myself wholely, I like to think I have self esteem
but I hate when my self does not live up to the person I want to be.
like some sort of reversed cognitive dissonance
The site is ripe for a youtube channel or something, and to some extent pinterest.
but until it is earning enough to pay for my time away from main projects, I feel like I cant put my back into it.
im moving some of my team back over to work on the articles.
We had some caching issue and some dumb decisions I made that totally messed up our momentum for a few weeks so
im mad at myself. Went from breaking record on the site week after weak to stagnant for 3 weeks right before season is gonna kill it anyways.
I still want to hope that upward momentum makes summer not as bad of an off season but we will see.
I just sort of mentally also had a goal to hit $2500 in a month before summer, so it is frustrating that
I think I am fully gonna miss it by $400
While I pretend I dont care what happens to these sites (and to a large extent I dont)
I am not gonna lie, the financial freedom that getting this site to something like 10 k a month would bring me,
would be noticeable in my life.
But before I go chasing delusional goals like 10k a month on a site I havent even spent a collective month of time working on,
I want to make the 5 k a month.
Proof of concept.
if I can make 5 k a month,
then I can for sure make 10 k a month.
Im sure many of you can related,
and many of you think im stupid for venting about slowed growth instead of working on the site.
I guess this is something I take from my
father, because looking back I remember he used to
get mad for not meeting personal goals in his business, even though nobody else around him saw
the failure as anything worth being upset over.
Little out of character updated, but I just wanted to
speak my mind somewhere, even though im sure most people might not care, maybe some of you
can relate to self hatred.
It is not that I hate myself wholely, I like to think I have self esteem
but I hate when my self does not live up to the person I want to be.
like some sort of reversed cognitive dissonance
The site is ripe for a youtube channel or something, and to some extent pinterest.
but until it is earning enough to pay for my time away from main projects, I feel like I cant put my back into it.



