Is this end for me > ?

Well I don't know where to start but I feel very depressed, like most users which dont make a bank from IM but trying hard at it. (i know that feeling, but this is not that)
So i started my career with computers at very young age and still at it, currently 23 years old. BUT i am starting to feel very very bad! I feel like shit at the moment! I even cant talk to people normaly, even my mom, started to not picking up the phone on my gf and so on.. I dont know whats the spark for this but deep down i feel like this might be of the computers and IM... I stopped taking weed and dumped couple of friends which were pissing me off... I feel like i need to payback something but i never did something wrong to anyone! Also the fact that i have never worked normal job, except IM and programming.
So i decided to try normal job and applyedto bunch of companies and i got calls from 3 of them, tommorow will go to interview. And at the top of that i feel like all this years learning IM and computers will all fall in water if i got accepted to work for them. I make a buck online but i dont make enough to secure my future and kids future and all that shit.. you know what i mean. So i really dont know when i will end but i need an advice. AND NO I DONT WANT TO GO TO PSYCHIATRIST!
Thank you for any reply you guys make!
Baby steps....

Check on seoclerk/Fiverr or equivalent sites for services offered. See if there is something you can do for cheaper. Built capital with that first.
Now that you are motivated you can branch out.

In example: started by selling comments, now you can sell likes.


While you are doing this temporarily you can work on your long term goals.
 
Phase of life get up again n again after falling down many times but never give up.
 
I feel like the majority of digital marketers (mostly self-taught ones it seems) and entrepreneurs go through some really deep lows but just keep going and the highs will make up for it. Quitting weed is a good call. i've done so myself a few months ago after 4 years and it changed everything for me. The first few months are hell but then you don't even crave it anymore.

I can't tell you what to do to make money - but keeping a positive attitude and holding the visions of your goals in your head is key to success.

It's hard to have faith at times but you just have to keep going.

Ride the wave
 
Well I don't know where to start but I feel very depressed, like most users which dont make a bank from IM but trying hard at it. (i know that feeling, but this is not that)
So i started my career with computers at very young age and still at it, currently 23 years old. BUT i am starting to feel very very bad! I feel like shit at the moment! I even cant talk to people normaly, even my mom, started to not picking up the phone on my gf and so on.. I dont know whats the spark for this but deep down i feel like this might be of the computers and IM... I stopped taking weed and dumped couple of friends which were pissing me off... I feel like i need to payback something but i never did something wrong to anyone! Also the fact that i have never worked normal job, except IM and programming.
So i decided to try normal job and applyedto bunch of companies and i got calls from 3 of them, tommorow will go to interview. And at the top of that i feel like all this years learning IM and computers will all fall in water if i got accepted to work for them. I make a buck online but i dont make enough to secure my future and kids future and all that shit.. you know what i mean. So i really dont know when i will end but i need an advice. AND NO I DONT WANT TO GO TO PSYCHIATRIST!
Thank you for any reply you guys make!

23 is a weird age. Go work in a grocery store for a year or 2. Meet people your own age, go out and socializie. When people ask why you are working here say that you are gearing up for a startup and just wanted to pocket a little extra cash.
 
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