Got paid and got no rush

reaaski said:
I get higher off work than drugs because drugs replace your emotions with other ones. And I have strong emotions sober so no need for drugs. I mostly drank alcohol for 6 years on weekends. But it was pointless..

Drugs don't satisfy any needs. They only cause oxidative stress and comedown.

Satisfy real needs and you won't get depressed.

Drugs like pharmaceuticals are better cause they work longterm


Best drugs are love and emotions related to optimism and trust.

Weed is the most useless drug I ever used. Just straight exaggerating and overthinking for me. As if i didn't have enough of it daily
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Yep been sober from vapes(weed) for around a month now and will never go back. Only drug i use now is testosterone and modafinil for work. I think the main reason i got so depressed was i achieved an insane goal with little to no work (reposting memes with a macro on android phone) and didn't have another mission(work to do). In the past month i've made more progress then i did in the past year of constant procrastination. Been using this forum to hold myself accountable and make connections in the online money space. Just wanted to yap a little as it's my favorite pass time
 
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Avarice20 said:
Yep been sober from vapes(weed) for around a month now and will never go back. Only drug i use now is testosterone and modafinil for work. I think the main reason i got so depressed was i achieved an insane goal with little to no work (reposting memes with a macro on android phone) and didn't have another mission(work to do). In the past month i've made more progress then i did in the past year of constant procrastination. Been using this forum to hold myself accountable and make connections in the online money space. Just wanted to yap a little as it's my favorite pass time
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I got burned when I made $2k months as 15 year old. Wage here back then was $300. So I was balling but it got me questioning life.

i went from $10 a month pocket money from grandma to $2k just like that. Little shock.

Finally I realized too much and became more grown up. Now money ain't no goal.

Just little figures for fun. I may have none and no problem for me.

What matters is survival and thriving in mental space.

I consider caffeine safer drug than modafinil. I use this when I have to stay awake 16 hours a day or more... It's hard to go without it during harsh moments.

Drinking water will make you happier than figures. Hehe
 
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reaaski said:
I got burned when I made $2k months as 15 year old. Wage here back then was $300. So I was balling but it got me questioning life.

i went from $10 a month pocket money from grandma to $2k just like that. Little shock.

Finally I realized too much and became more grown up. Now money ain't no goal.

Just little figures for fun. I may have none and no problem for me.

What matters is survival and thriving in mental space.

I consider caffeine safer drug than modafinil. I use this when I have to stay awake 16 hours a day or more... It's hard to go without it during harsh moments.

Drinking water will make you happier than figures. Hehe
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I agree on the mental space part and survival but recently while i can happy with a bed on the floor and pc setup, I've been using family as a motivation to earn as much possible. As fucked as my moral compass is I want to repay my parents for the opportunities they gave me and provide the best possible life for kids when i have them ( i want more then 10) but that means having tons of income. With that in mind i vowed to not touch any harmful drugs that would affect my motivation on work and most importantly my mind/body as without those you have nothing.
 
Finally got rush after a week of not doing that presented below in the image.


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I thought it wasn't real and it was just my "emotions" giving me boost while I was doing 22 sessions everyday one in a row.

But no, I tried it today again and my face got red due to stimulation and went out all good.

Really if you want to activate your nervous system, do these heavy reps instead of doin drugs.

After a week of break after 22 sessions in a row my strength that I could use in similar rep range increased 15%.

Now I'm gonna do another set of 22 sessions. Which is 22 hours, 1 hour a day.
 
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