F**k me, i'm dead inside (again)

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youveggie

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gf left me, not in a mood to do anything, my day job sucks balls, life is a bitch.
it happened again. again i'm so down and I can't get up, all my attempts to succeed at anything are making me fall back even more, I can't figure out whats wrong with me, i am a slave to my brain, literally.

holding strong to not fall back to my addictions.
 
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go outside and start runing, take a shower afterwards, make a cup of tea, grab a pen and paper and start writing the potential causes of this feeling and try to make solutions, we all get trought that phase and it keep happening, but hey! do we have any other choice than keep pushing and trying to make it? the answer is no, and what makes it worst is that if you fail everyone will just laugh at you harder, cause we live in a sadistic word that enjoys the failure of others.
 
Neo Matrix said:
go outside and start runing, take a shower afterwards, make a cup of tea, grab a pen and paper and start writing the potential causes of this feeling and try to make solutions, we all get trought that phase and it keep happening, but hey! do we have any other choice than keep pushing and trying to make it? the answer is no, and what makes it worst is that if you fail everyone will just laugh at you harder, cause we live in a sadistic word that enjoys the failure of others.
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that's what i used to do, now i can't, just can't. This was the hardest i had, it hits right in to my balls. :D fck it, what im doing with my life.. im 30 and i dont have anything, not a thing.. well, I have potential, but it drowns in to my sadness, the uncountable undone projects i have with a high potential, all goes to the waste cuz of my bad work attitude.
But you are right, im not gonna make them smile because of me failing, lets do it for the haters.
Vk316 said:
I am sorry man. I know words from strangers can't help much in this situation but remember, you only need one person to make it through life, and that person is you.
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thanks!
 
youveggie said:
gf left me, not in a mood to do anything, my day job sucks balls, life is a bitch.
it happened again. again i'm so down and I can't get up, all my attempts to succeed at anything are making me fall back even more, I can't figure out whats wrong with me, i am a slave to my brain, literally.

holding strong to not fall back to my addictions.
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Calm down don’t fall back to your addictions is going to make this even worse for you man. Gradually you’re going to recovery and stick to your cash out methods if you got any tutorials for me I will be glad and pay you back whiles you’re still recovering BRO!
 
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but on a real note, avoid any gfs you may find in the wild, just distracts you emotionally, they cant fill your holes anyway (metaphorically). Then just keep trying to work on your dreams, no matter how painful it all is, going back to addiction seems very boring if you already did it once
 
youveggie said:
gf left me, not in a mood to do anything, my day job sucks balls, life is a bitch.
it happened again. again i'm so down and I can't get up, all my attempts to succeed at anything are making me fall back even more, I can't figure out whats wrong with me, i am a slave to my brain, literally.

holding strong to not fall back to my addictions.
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Don't go there man. It'll be alright. Trust me, I'm a stranger from the interwebs.
 
Man these are just life challenges youd have to get through dont bend
 
D3ron said:
I've been through that this year man, I feel you. Only difference is that I don't have a day job but instead I got side hustles and businesses
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I wanted to break free from my day job by coming to Denmark earning money to fund my online journeys, non of that worked, because i felt alone went to look for a gf, and now im here down on my knees because of her, fuck it.
bailus said:
samples please

but on a real note, avoid any gfs you may find in the wild, just distracts you emotionally, they cant fill your holes anyway (metaphorically). Then just keep trying to work on your dreams, no matter how painful it all is, going back to addiction seems very boring if you already did it once
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not going to get any close relations with any girl in a future, not near future. thanks for your motivation, and yes now when you say it going back to my addictions is so boring, rather have to find some other passion.
 
At one point of time, for around a week or so, my work involved finding images to compile into slideshows for "gay porn conditioning" videos (videos that convince straight guys that they like to jerk to gay porn) for a client in the fetish niche.

I'm quite intimately familiar with the 'dead inside' feeling, trust me.
 
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