Crush wanking syndrome? For the last 2 days I've kept sexually thinking about my ex-crush which became crush, and I couldn't take my mind from her. It's like a fucking magnet. It took a severely mental power to finally cut that shit, but human brain is a master when it comes about getting what it gives pleasure. So I said fuck it, I won't be thinking to her, but my brain was sneaky and instead of thinking to her, it made me think about her high school mates, which ultimately brought me again to her, and other dirty tricks. I can't imagine(well I actually can) how somebody who still believe in love(at least I admit that I want to fuck her) who'd go past this thing. I'm sure he feels like he's sucked in a black hole, unable to get back to reality. In 2014, I was also a lover and if I'm not mistaken I was always thinking about her, and how I want to be my lover(this really throttled me). Now I feel so tiresome. Could it be that my energy has been drained, right? Also, how are you guys? Let me hear your story.