Feeling super frustrated about celibacy and controlling my thoughts

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pewep

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Guys, I am about at my wits end with celibacy, etc... Background: I'm a 26 year old male, healthy. I absolutely love and adore women, honestly everything about them enchants me.

The main reason I want to be celibate, obviously, is because it seriously enhances my abilities and it gives me great strength and energy. Everything from the gym (thanks to the added testosterone - up to 100% increase after 7 days, I just reached my max bench of 200), general confidence, etc... reaches an all time high. Anyway I got to a point where I was so.fucking.horny. that it literally ripped me out of my body and I had a spontaneous astral projection. That was... interesting, I'd rather not go into the details because it's beyond the scope of bhw. After that I basically blew it.

What a fucking messy disappointment and waste of seed :(. I feel so weak willed. I need to reach at least 13 consecutive years of no sex, no masturbation, no porn AT ALL, no contact, NOTHING but I find it so hard to climb this mountain. What's it going to take for me to reach my goals? I want to make something of my life and actually grow spiritually, physically and mentally but it's so hard. I'm so frustrated about struggling against a biological machine that is hard wired to fight me by all means necessary, every single second. It is a humbling experience for sure to realize how weak I am. I've tried not objectifying women at all (not staring at their asses, tits, etc... as they walk up and down in provocative clothes), trying to stay pure, everything. Maybe one day I will find the strength to prevail.

I'm back to square one. Here we go again :/. Wish me luck gents.
 
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Give sex a go - it'll reduce your stress, make you more productive and you won't spend half as much time worry about controlling your thoughts. Plus you won't die in a stress induced coma by 30. :)
 
Geared said:
Give sex a go - it'll reduce your stress, make you more productive and you won't spend half as much time worry about controlling your thoughts. Plus you won't die in a stress induced coma by 30. :)
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But I don't want to have sex :(. I want BIG chi like a holy man :D.
 
tony_d said:
OP, your post declaring that you have 'trouble with your thoughts' is the most honest thing I've seen around here in months.
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I mean trouble controlling how I feel about women. I see a beautiful woman walking down the street and my eyes hit every curve like a drunk driver on the freeway. I just want to stop objectifying her and seeing her as a walking steak and instead just see her as a human being with thoughts, dreams and ambitions like me. I want to move beyond the flesh and see people for who they really, truly are instead of putting my own ideas on them.
 
pewep said:
I just want to stop objectifying her and seeing her as a walking steak and instead just see her as a human being with thoughts, dreams and ambitions like me.
I want to move beyond the flesh and see people for who they really, truly are
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I see.

But why?
 
pewep said:
I mean trouble controlling how I feel about women. I see a beautiful woman walking down the street and my eyes hit every curve like a drunk driver on the freeway. I just want to stop objectifying her and seeing her as a walking steak and instead just see her as a human being with thoughts, dreams and ambitions like me. I want to move beyond the flesh and see people for who they really, truly are instead of putting my own ideas on them.
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You must be pretty damn hungry if you're seeing people as walking steaks.
 
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tony_d said:
I see.

But why?
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Why?

Lol. I want BIG supernatural powers like my master. He's been celibate for a while but he can levitate a fucking bed across the room NO problem. He actually regularly levitates. The things he can do I honestly don't even want to say because it's almost to the point where it would be an issue to the general public. BUT, basically I want to be like him and this is the only way.
 
pewep said:
Why?

Lol. I want BIG supernatural powers like my master. He's been celibate for a while but he can levitate a fucking bed across the room NO problem. He actually regularly levitates. The things he can do I honestly don't even want to say because it's almost to the point where it would be an issue to the general public. BUT, basically I want to be like him and this is the only way.
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Forgive me for thinking that you perhaps had a logical reason.
 
tony_d said:
Forgive me for thinking that you perhaps had a logical reason.
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I want to be a Holy Man. A brahmin. A seer. An oracle. A shaman. A healer. A witch. A sorcerer. Hsien as strong as Da Mo. Any further questions?
 
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