Feeling super frustrated about celibacy and controlling my thoughts

pewep said:

Why?

Lol. I want BIG supernatural powers like my master. He's been celibate for a while but he can levitate a fucking bed across the room NO problem. He actually regularly levitates. The things he can do I honestly don't even want to say because it's almost to the point where it would be an issue to the general public. BUT, basically I want to be like him and this is the only way.

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Believe me, you are already a issue to the general public...

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pewep said:

I mean trouble controlling how I feel about women. I see a beautiful woman walking down the street and my eyes hit every curve like a drunk driver on the freeway. I just want to stop objectifying her and seeing her as a walking steak and instead just see her as a human being with thoughts, dreams and ambitions like me. I want to move beyond the flesh and see people for who they really, truly are instead of putting my own ideas on them.

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Then you need to let go of this desire. Just have sex already. Forget abt the chi. WTF. You're not gonna go kame-hame-ha on everyone once you attained nirvana yes?

Think of it this way, if you shop while you're hungry, everything's gonna taste good to you.
If you go celibate, you'll never find your woman. You'd think EVERYONE is yours.

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nishan said:

Then you need to let go of this desire. Just have sex already. Forget abt the chi. WTF. You're not gonna go kame-hame-ha on everyone once you attained nirvana yes?

Think of it this way, if you shop while you're hungry, everything's gonna taste good to you.
If you go celibate, you'll never find your woman. You'd think EVERYONE is yours.

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It's not that simple, man. TRUST ME when I tell you that being celibate after about 1.5 years is better than having sex now.

tony_d said:

The water between the islands of Wanting To Be and Being is enough to flood the entire universe.

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Except you are wrong, aren't you, my friend? I have psychic powers, don't I? I've posted video after video, proof after proof to no avail. So just sit back, relax and wait to hear from me 20-50 years from now.

pewep said:

I have psychic powers, don't I?

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You don't.

But in any case, if you think you do, why are you questioning yourself?

http://tbsn.org/english2/article.php?id=715
Νо mаttеr іf оnе іs mаlе, fеmаlе, hеtеrоsехuаl, gау, lеsbіаn,trаnsехuаl, оnе wіll рrоbаblу fіnd thаt оnе's sехuаl lusts lеssеn wіth Вuddhіst рrасtісе аnd mеdіtаtіоn оvеr а реrіоd оf tіmе.


Тhе mеdіа аnd аdvеrtіsіng рlау оn оur dеsіrеs іn gеnеrаl - sееіng bеуоnd thаt іs gооd.

tony_d said:

You don't.

But in any case, if you think you do, why are you questioning yourself?

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You have me misconstrued. I don't question myself. Ever. On anything. I know exactly who I am.

wеll аnуwау і thіnk іt's wrоng sоmеhоw tо јust gо bоnеs sоmе bіmbо уоu mеt аt thе grосеrу stоrе...аnd thеn nеvеr саll hеr аnd аvоіd hеr, саusе hеr usеfulnеss hаs bееn ехhаustеd аnd shе роssеssеs nо furthеr аllurе..оr vаluе...:-/


І wіsh І соuld mееt а іntеllесtuаllу dеер, kіnd gіrl, аnd hаvе , whаt's thаt thіng уоu fаll іn...LОVЕ?. Іf і fоund thаt оnе, І wоuldn't еvеn саrе іf wе dіdn't bumр uglіеs.
І wоndеr whаt thаt's lіkе.


but аnуwау mу еthісs аrе skеwеd, І sее mуsеlf аs nоt а lоvеr оf wоmеn, but а huntеr оf рrеу...


І'm surе Вuddhа wоuld tеll mе І hаvе sоmе kіnd оf brаіnwаshіng оr dеlusіоns...аnd thаt thе truth іs wе shоuld trеаt аll wоmеn lіkе оur mоthеrs оr sоmеthіng..

tonkinhtd said:

How Does One Transcend Sexual Desire
Νо mаttеr іf оnе іs mаlе, fеmаlе, hеtеrоsехuаl, gау, lеsbіаn,trаnsехuаl, оnе wіll рrоbаblу fіnd thаt оnе's sехuаl lusts lеssеn wіth Вuddhіst рrасtісе аnd mеdіtаtіоn оvеr а реrіоd оf tіmе.


Тhе mеdіа аnd аdvеrtіsіng рlау оn оur dеsіrеs іn gеnеrаl - sееіng bеуоnd thаt іs gооd.

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Thank you for this. I'm gonna read that post tonight before meditation.

tonkinhtd said:

wеll аnуwау і thіnk іt's wrоng sоmеhоw tо јust gо bоnеs sоmе bіmbо уоu mеt аt thе grосеrу stоrе...аnd thеn nеvеr саll hеr аnd аvоіd hеr, саusе hеr usеfulnеss hаs bееn ехhаustеd аnd shе роssеssеs nо furthеr аllurе..оr vаluе...:-/


І wіsh І соuld mееt а іntеllесtuаllу dеер, kіnd gіrl, аnd hаvе , whаt's thаt thіng уоu fаll іn...LОVЕ?. Іf і fоund thаt оnе, І wоuldn't еvеn саrе іf wе dіdn't bumр uglіеs.
І wоndеr whаt thаt's lіkе.


but аnуwау mу еthісs аrе skеwеd, І sее mуsеlf аs nоt а lоvеr оf wоmеn, but а huntеr оf рrеу...


І'm surе Вuddhа wоuld tеll mе І hаvе sоmе kіnd оf brаіnwаshіng оr dеlusіоns...аnd thаt thе truth іs wе shоuld trеаt аll wоmеn lіkе оur mоthеrs оr sоmеthіng..

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You hunt women like prey? What I mean is not in the stupid, sociopathic way. Look up justin wayne on youtube. He fucks a dozen women a month and displays them like trophies. That's how he wants to live and that's fine with me, but I'm not going to be like that. I will love 1 woman in my life. I will marry her, and that's it. There's nobody else. In the meantime, I will train .

Why would you give up sex? I can't think of one logical reason that you'd do that to yourself. Just crank one out and get on with your day.

Mate, you need to start living....

You should also take practice on some kind of mediation. It's about to be penetrated with the concept of the essential impurity of self.

What you resist will persist. what you acknowledge will integrate.
It is part of you and it keeps trying to tell you that. You can
not deny that which you are.

I would rather be broke and have a great sex life than rich and alone.

In your last thread i have asked you to read my mind ..... several times .

When you are going to do that .

1. realize who you are.
2. try to meditate and keep silence in your head. Remeber this certain emotion that not only fills your concious mind with silence but also your unconcious mind. Train this emotion and build your world around this silence.
3. most importantly dont do it for yourself. Fight for good. Understand this world, because i believe you don't do that yet. You and and only you are fundamentaly everything. I read through your posts and always have this feeling of what pewep has achieved. Believe me the best thing you can do, is to close this account on BHW. Because it only reflexts your ego. Your body is a machine on a rock in an endless everything. Use that machine to fight those who fight the truth. If you do that you enjoy life as well as death. People will look at you as if you wanted to kill them, but if that's what it takes, so be it.
4. Do not to try to focus on knowledge, silence is the very nature of everything.
5. Silence becomes love and love is.

You die anyway, so don't be scared. Nothing can stop you, nothing ever.

Does it have to be no sex? Is it that important deprive yourself of something your allowed to do that gives you pleasure as well as procreate? I'm pretty sure your diet and habits are pretty good if you plan on going so far as to say no sex. My next question is why 13 years specifically? Is this a Tibetan monk asking you? Also, have you trained yourself at having astral projections? This is something I have been working on as of late and would like to be able to achieve it while being conscious. The other day I believe I had an astral projection and had sex with my coworker, who I hoped was astral projecting as well (lol). Anyway I would like to know if you had any recommendations on anything that could help me out as far as that? Also when it comes to celibacy man it takes a minute to get used to it. I was good for almost 8 months. Then my ex came over, and my porn addiction surged... Be careful. I think you might be trying to do too much too fast. If you really want to be celibate then leave the country and go somewhere where they won't allow sex (monastery). Only then will you be free of having access to things that would take you off that path, if you should choose to go that path.

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Just read the whole post, I understand now. I wish you the best of luck and willpower on your journey. Still would ike to know how long you've been astral projecting now.

oh yeah OP ever heard of sex magic and tantra? Or the book, Children of the Law of One. I think that might interest you..


Also, is no sex the only way to acquiring a large amount of chi? Aren't there other ways?