Panoush
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- Mar 6, 2014
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I had just not smoked anything (except bit of ganj) for a full 7 days. Today i found my self in a tobacco shop buying some more facking fags. I don't understand. I don't like smoking any more, My cravings weren't even that bad. Just saw a shop and instinctifly went in and bought them..I am 19 and I have been smoked for 11 years i believe (terrible i know) . all my friends smoked growing up it just felt normal.Its like because its been so long and it started so young in my life, smoking feels too normal, i can't remember a time when I didn't smoke..Anyway, don't know why im writing this, just feeling pissed off at my self..Time To start again.. Can't bear this shit, wanna be healthy again..So whats your excuse? why are you still puffing?