That doesn't cut it bro, stop begging for help, and show some respect for yourself, and the time of others. For a start don't blame the amount of time you spend on a PC as a problem for your eyes, i'be been using a PC for 30 years, and I can see perfect. Yes you could work hard. But I bet you have no skills and what might be working hard for you for a month, might be a couple of hours work for someone more expairnced than you, so why employ you? You are in a bad situation, rather than chase money, you need a better solution to solve your life in general, making $50 today isn't going to solve your problems.