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Suffered enough of this materialism world for not being at the top of the ivory tower. At this time of my life, my soul could not stop asking myself that do i really want to be at this side of the world where as a slave like life, been expolited till the end of my day cus thats all my capability is? been ditched at the bottom of this capitalism reality like a rat man? Looking at people with skills, assets, connections haunting around me, a fury impulse grinding EVERY SINGLE cell within me. I want a way out. A way up, to be more specific. It sure sounds navie to talk about if the world is fair or not, but to me, I just can not ignore the despair knowing I am lower than them. I am an administrative personel in a tech company, for my incompetence in this age of information, this is as good as it can gets. A senior internet security specialist recommended me about being a SEOer, after a few days self research, I hardly learnt a thing expect for one thing, that black hat could be a way up. I have nothing to lose nor that I care to lose, I wish that i can find the dream here. The world is beautiful, but only when you are on the other side of it.

*reminder: All mentioned contents above are pure my own subjective perspectives, in which has no political intensions in any aspects to this forum.

Lastly, Hello everyone, meeting you here is my privileged honour. :D
 
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Monamona said:
Suffered enough of this materialism world for not being at the top of the ivory tower. At this time of my life, my soul could not stop asking myself that do i really want to be at this side of the world where as a slave like life, been expolited till the end of my day cus thats all my capability is? been ditched at the bottom of this capitalism reality like a rat man? Looking at people with skills, assets, connections haunting around me, a fury impulse grinding EVERY SINGLE cell within me. I want a way out. A way up, to be more specific. It sure sounds navie to talk about if the world is fair or not, but to me, I just can not ignore the despair knowing I am lower than them. I am an administrative personel in a tech company, for my incompetence in this age of information, this is as good as it can gets. A senior internet security specialist recommended me about being a SEOer, after a few days self research, I hardly learnt a thing expect for one thing, that black hat could be a way up. I have nothing to lose nor that I care to lose, I wish that i can find the dream here. The world is beautiful, but only when you are on the other side of it.

*reminder: All mentioned contents above are pure my own subjective perspectives, in which has no political intensions in any aspects to this forum.

Lastly, Hello everyone, meeting you here is my privileged honour. :D
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Good Luck, and welcome brother!
 
Monamona said:
Suffered enough of this materialism world for not being at the top of the ivory tower. At this time of my life, my soul could not stop asking myself that do i really want to be at this side of the world where as a slave like life, been expolited till the end of my day cus thats all my capability is? been ditched at the bottom of this capitalism reality like a rat man? Looking at people with skills, assets, connections haunting around me, a fury impulse grinding EVERY SINGLE cell within me. I want a way out. A way up, to be more specific. It sure sounds navie to talk about if the world is fair or not, but to me, I just can not ignore the despair knowing I am lower than them. I am an administrative personel in a tech company, for my incompetence in this age of information, this is as good as it can gets. A senior internet security specialist recommended me about being a SEOer, after a few days self research, I hardly learnt a thing expect for one thing, that black hat could be a way up. I have nothing to lose nor that I care to lose, I wish that i can find the dream here. The world is beautiful, but only when you are on the other side of it.

*reminder: All mentioned contents above are pure my own subjective perspectives, in which has no political intensions in any aspects to this forum.

Lastly, Hello everyone, meeting you here is my privileged honour. :D
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Cheer up and welcome to BHW
 
After reading your post the first thing that came to my mind is that - this guy needs to work harder to learn new things and new skills.

Mate, you are finding people around you with higher skills and assets but do you realize that they have earned it themselves with hard work and discipline? So if you want to be like them you have to invest time, efforts, energy and stay focused on improving yourself.

You have come to the right place - BlackHatWorld! Here you will get very good advice and guidance from industry veterans. So just relax and take some time to read the forum rules, important threads and start growing everyday.

All the best and Welcome to BHW!
 
Stay hard and never give up just keep trying harder and harder. one day you will become a big rich man like me
 
sageshark said:
After reading your post the first thing that came to my mind is that - this guy needs to work harder to learn new things and new skills.

Mate, you are finding people around you with higher skills and assets but do you realize that they have earned it themselves with hard work and discipline? So if you want to be like them you have to invest time, efforts, energy and stay focused on improving yourself.

You have come to the right place - BlackHatWorld! Here you will get very good advice and guidance from industry veterans. So just relax and take some time to read the forum rules, important threads and start growing everyday.

All the best and Welcome to BHW!
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Exactly what frustrates me more, that people who have spent their time build up but I wasted it all. I wish someone could teach me but even that, i can not find.
 
There is such a wealth of FREE educational materials (YouTube for example has ton's of good tutorials on about every subject) everywhere that anyone with motivation and investing their time 14+ hours a day could learn and advance and become valuable to others. Creating value for others is what most people should strive for, not to act like a victim. Start today looking into what will be your journey.

"A salary is the drug they give you to forget your dreams" (Unknown author)
 
Just don't give up and keep learning every single day. Welcome, I'm sure you'll make it!!
 
Welcome to bhw, I do hope you find what you are seeking
Although a fair warning, that other side you speak of isn't all pretty flowers and shit.
There are it's own fair troubles like all sides of a storybook :)
 
You're spending too much time on IG brother, its all fake not everyone drives around with lambos to their 100m $ mansions at the age of 17 ... ignore that crap
Write down some goals and work toward them, stop comparing yourself to others and ask yourself 'what do I really want?'

Good luck and welcome to the #1 forum on the internet, start reading away theres gold hidden in here...

Z
 
Monamona said:
Suffered enough of this materialism world for not being at the top of the ivory tower. At this time of my life, my soul could not stop asking myself that do i really want to be at this side of the world where as a slave like life, been expolited till the end of my day cus thats all my capability is? been ditched at the bottom of this capitalism reality like a rat man? Looking at people with skills, assets, connections haunting around me, a fury impulse grinding EVERY SINGLE cell within me. I want a way out. A way up, to be more specific. It sure sounds navie to talk about if the world is fair or not, but to me, I just can not ignore the despair knowing I am lower than them. I am an administrative personel in a tech company, for my incompetence in this age of information, this is as good as it can gets. A senior internet security specialist recommended me about being a SEOer, after a few days self research, I hardly learnt a thing expect for one thing, that black hat could be a way up. I have nothing to lose nor that I care to lose, I wish that i can find the dream here. The world is beautiful, but only when you are on the other side of it.

*reminder: All mentioned contents above are pure my own subjective perspectives, in which has no political intensions in any aspects to this forum.

Lastly, Hello everyone, meeting you here is my privileged honour. :D
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Cheer up, I am also here to be on the other side of it (at least I'm still trying):)
 
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