Yeah. Solo development requires devops and coding skills. Clouds, PaaS, containers (like docker), crazy tools like webpack (it's dying slowly happily), git, linux, mixed paradigms and more. Basically full stack and a little bit more.
I think the best is to remove windows and do all the stuff on linux. Writing all those commands and using CLIs seem more natural if I do this.
Otherwise, if I don't use it everyday, I want to end it as quickly as possible, like an impatient kid waiting for the end of a lesson.
If you can, get an intern level job. You will know what you exactly need and skip the bs. Tutorial purgatory is a place visited by every developer. Some never go out from there and quit. Some don't learn what a class is for years. OOP is the first thing you should learn as a programmer, imo.
Some concepts make such a difference that once you get a grasp of them, you feel like coding is almost easy and can focus on actually solving the problems.