F**k me, i'm dead inside (again)

[youveggie]

We are on the same boat atm mate! Wish you the strongest mind possible, I know exactly what you mean!

dang mate, feels bad, does it?
I wish you the same and lets agree not to take them back if they want to, i never do that.
keep your head up!

 

[Deleted member 731332]

I'm not here to offer you any life advice, because I am an idiot. But in my 37 years on earth ive been through a lot of break ups with women and friends (if you want to look at it that way) etc. But with time everything changes. Hope you feel better.

 

[youveggie]

I'm not here to offer you any life advice, because I am an idiot. But in my 37 years on earth ive been through a lot of break ups with women and friends (if you want to look at it that way) etc. But with time everything changes. Hope you feel better.

thanks man, and please do not say that you are an idiot, you are not! why would you say so..

 

[Deleted member 731332]

thanks man, and please do not say that you are an idiot, you are not! why would you say so..

well, I'm not enough of an idiot to describe all the dumb things in public that I have done and thought, which makes me an idiot. But I will tell you one thing I've done consistently as an idiot, is get caught up in trivial happenings in life that will have no meaning in a decade from the time those trivial things happened. And let those meaningless things control my mind, emotions, and attitude - for any period of time.

Hope that makes sense.

 

[ADA Lovelace]

She made you a favor. Now you will not waste your time with the wrong person.
So, time to find the correct person

 

[youveggie]

well, I'm not enough of an idiot to describe all the dumb things in public that I have done and thought, which makes me an idiot. But I will tell you one thing I've done consistently as an idiot, is get caught up in trivial happenings in life that will have no meaning in a decade from the time those trivial things happened. And let those meaningless things control my mind, emotions, and attitude - for any period of time.

Hope that makes sense.

alright.
it does sound like you developed your mind that it just does control you, I can feel that on myself too! I dont want it, I have to find a way out of it..

She made you a favor. Now you will not waste your time with the wrong person.
So, time to find the correct person

nonono, no time to find the right person, time to make them dollars, this time for real, cuz this was just messed up, everything i did for her..

 

[IM Addict]

maybe i'm still too young for another heartbreak ,yes.

theres a lot of untold details that I want too keep personal, because of ethical issues, those are health related (no im good and healthy)

and for me women leaving is not just women leaving, because my mother left me when I was kid.

In my opinion you have already told too much, we are all nice people here in BHW, anyway... When people know intimate stuff about you than can manipulate you and do nasty things to you. That's why there's secrecy when you talk to a therapist and there's also an ethics code.
Please read the PM I sent you.

 

[IM Addict]

Looks like you are still too young.
Growing up is an inevitable painful process everyone has to go through.
But it will pass.

And somehow this reminded me of Blink's - Dammit...

 

[Kasigazi]

your strong think positively don't let negative thoughts consume you

 

[Billy Batts]

Welcome in my world

 

[Krisco]

Just take a walk outside something to clear your head

 

[youveggie]

your strong think positively don't let negative thoughts consume you

Sounds easier than it is, but yeah, just have to get something to disctract me drom all that, sadly it is almost summer now and that is making it even harder to focus on im, but i have to, i want to, i need to.

Welcome in my world

Heh, thanks for warm welcomes!
It is so fck sad to loose a piece of you, isnt it?