No. I'm not depressed. This is a very normal feeling. I still have things to enjoy. But sometimes I question my environment, I question people and society. Because everyone is doing the same thing and you can't communicate. For example, you can't chat. You just have to talk to your boyfriends about women, movies and cars. I mean, it's always the same thing. The conversations are always the same, no improvisation. No communication really. That's why you feel lonely. The loneliness of the crowded people around is more difficult. Yes, there are people around, but how much can you really communicate?
Which country do I belong to? A country where people are free. You can have your drink. If you have money, you can buy women. Such a country. But what does that even matter? All modern societies are alike. The only thing that makes them different is a stupid flag and language. I mean, all people have the same feelings. Whether in America, Germany, Britain or Austria. Or another country. Don't all people do the same thing there? People are a universal creature. No matter what race or religion a person feels, he feels lonely. Because human nature is always the same. In one of my research, I learned that all modern societies feel lonely. So I think it's ridiculous to ask which country you belong to. Because no country alone makes people happy or unhappy. In modern society, people's lives are always alike. They all have a television, telephone, internet. They all talk, listen to music, have sex and walk around. What's different is just religion and language.
So why do we feel alone? Because we have time. We're observing things from the outside. We spend more time on ourselves and think. But millions of people do not have such a chance. Because they go to work in the morning and come in the evening. In the remaining time, they have as much fun as they can. Because they worked all day, without thinking about anything. For such a person, yes it is very attractive to have sex and go to a party. Because he's gonna get energy and work like a robot again tomorrow. That's why we feel lonely.
And women... Sex is cheap and easy. You can handle this if you want. But who was the last woman you really loved? Or is there a woman who really loves you? This is all daily. Easy sex killed love. He finished loyalty. Now all the women of the world want the same thing, money, career and sex. I mean, relationships, communications are simple and ordinary.
I think the best thing to do is create a strong consciousness. A consciousness that is resistant to all abnormalities.
once again I am not mean, just giving you a good advice 
