Harro,
Since I was a child I have had panic attacks. The room feels like it's shrinking, there just is no place where you feel at home.
Taking meds seems to help sometimes, but they don't really help you get over your social disorder that has been brought on from years of suffering from the panic attacks.
The last few years for me has been a little better, not because I take new meds or anything, but because I'm starting to deal with my disorder myself. Trying not to let it control my life anymore.
It's a long road, I hope you find your way.