[edit: LOL I'm sorry this came off as negative. The truth is that I was in the mood to write, but I didn't feel like working on some bullshit affiliate content at the moment. I think I want to specialize in writing. I've always prided myself as a strong speaker and writer, and I want to find a way to make my living doing those things. ] You’ll never make it Is anyone else dealing with the curse of ‘you’ll never make it’? I think people have told me that my entire life. I know all of the blocks between myself and success are internal. I spend hours upon hours researching business ideas and getting excited. But when it comes time to execute, I self-sabotage and fall into inaction. I understand it all stems from low self worth. I have some passive income coming in, but it feels hollow to me. I feel like I don’t deserve it, like I got lucky and found some loophole to make money. Worst of all, I feel like I have been stagnating for months, doing no real productive work… and my income stream could dry up from one day to the next. I feel like I’ve been told all my life “starting a business is too hard, you’ll never make it”. Especially when I sucked at everything else in life… school, sports, having a ‘normal’ adult job. I've always deep down felt like a lazy piece of shit. Lots of people confirmed that too by telling me. I have to make it though. I just won’t have it any other way. I’m not going back to being a slave. I’m not going back to that toxic fucking corporate culture. How do I get myself unblocked? I need to somehow get unglued and start moving.