I'm not alone, but I am a single child, so when I go home for the holidays, it's pretty much just me and my mom. My dad is jewish and doesn't even celebrate christmas or any holidays. My mom tries to make it special, but it's really not any different than any other day. I don't really have an issue with it because I don't really see christmas or holidays as that important. Maybe it's because I have never really had any big family things, but I don't really care either way lol. It's just another day surrounded by consumer shopping in my personal opinion.. I wouldn;t worry about it man.