when thanks just isnt enough
- Thread starter proxygo
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- Nov 2, 2008
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12.35 long walk
erm.... words.....um.....
usually i have a witty comeback
for all occasions - tonight
i dont have 1.
thinking of a reply that covers
that - gobsmacked -
drinks coffee to formulate a decent
reply
erm.... words.....um.....
usually i have a witty comeback
for all occasions - tonight
i dont have 1.
thinking of a reply that covers
that - gobsmacked -
drinks coffee to formulate a decent
reply
- Jun 10, 2010
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proxygo:
I'm all d'awwd out now because of your awesome post! Thanks for sharing that, the real human aspect is something that's in constant short supply around here and it warms the heart to see people being, err, people.
Well done, sir, well done.
I'm all d'awwd out now because of your awesome post! Thanks for sharing that, the real human aspect is something that's in constant short supply around here and it warms the heart to see people being, err, people.
Well done, sir, well done.
- Nov 2, 2008
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i guess now ive had an hour to sit and think.
i always asked myself if i could make money online
what would i do - well for 3yrs i couldnt answer it
because i never saw much of it.
trust me in england when you dont drive your only
other way to a vets is a pet ambulance
i went through old stuff today 35 trips in 3 yrs
3 major surgery's medications, all adds up.
so were not talking chump change.
when my friend was put to sleep at home i think it
was the first time ide cried since i had tooth ache
6yrs ago.
8 weeks deciding weather to quit this, wasnt much to
aim for, no goal, or purpose, i guess thats the reason
i had another friend dropped in 8 weeks later, it wasnt quite
the same feel, no urgency but it filled a hole.
i guess the irony is instead if doing this for one female
no longer here, now i work and just give what i have to
the wife, she had only 1 instruction - build the home -
at least when s/box is long gone ille finally have something
to show for it. thats all that matters in the end.
so thankyou to harrow for your kind gesture
and to the members for there replys.
everyone has a story - this was mine.
i always asked myself if i could make money online
what would i do - well for 3yrs i couldnt answer it
because i never saw much of it.
trust me in england when you dont drive your only
other way to a vets is a pet ambulance
i went through old stuff today 35 trips in 3 yrs
3 major surgery's medications, all adds up.
so were not talking chump change.
when my friend was put to sleep at home i think it
was the first time ide cried since i had tooth ache
6yrs ago.
8 weeks deciding weather to quit this, wasnt much to
aim for, no goal, or purpose, i guess thats the reason
i had another friend dropped in 8 weeks later, it wasnt quite
the same feel, no urgency but it filled a hole.
i guess the irony is instead if doing this for one female
no longer here, now i work and just give what i have to
the wife, she had only 1 instruction - build the home -
at least when s/box is long gone ille finally have something
to show for it. thats all that matters in the end.
so thankyou to harrow for your kind gesture
and to the members for there replys.
everyone has a story - this was mine.
ExtraWinner
Elite Member
- Jun 18, 2010
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Proxygo - finally you are Jr Vip
I didn't know story about your dog, but you seem to be always stand up guy, by giving proxies for free and sharing around.
Its a nice story you have there, and beautiful dog is growing under your supervision. Way to go.
What I don't understand is why the hell somebody rated this thread 1 star?
Why so much hate around in last few weeks?
Proxygo is stand up guy that is sharing A LOT to the community.
Respect @ Proxygo - cool story. BHW is amazing place. It changes peoples lives like nothing else. You seem to be really good guy. Hit me up sometimes. We should grab a beer once I am in UK (Ireland here
)Rep+ for you M8.
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srb888
Elite Member
- Jul 30, 2008
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Sweetfunny, what you did was very very beautiful and touching. Here is a kind person (Proxygo) and his very beautiful friend ever bonded to you in a special relation... God Bless! Such kindness make some people like you very very special on this planet....
Proxygo, the cute Sadie will be very very happy with you! God Bless her!
BHW members like that member who sent you the dog-urn, then Blackhit, now HaRRo --- guys, I salute you all! God Bless!
Loved this thread all the way...
Proxygo, the cute Sadie will be very very happy with you! God Bless her!
BHW members like that member who sent you the dog-urn, then Blackhit, now HaRRo --- guys, I salute you all! God Bless!
Loved this thread all the way...
ibmethatswhoib
Elite Member
- Feb 17, 2011
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I can really relate to this thread, I love my dog sooo much and would do the same. You're right people don't get the bond created until you actually have a close pet. I once thought about not getting dogs but I grew up with dogs and realized I have to keep getting dogs. Even though they pass, you just have to give it time to heal and go rescue another dog. You will never forget your past dogs but there are so many dogs that need to be rescued I have to keep going. Plz don't buy dogs from a breeder there are more than enough dogs from shelters that need to be saved.
- Nov 2, 2008
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morning guys
thinking back over the past 6 months i had a few threads related
to what i went through removed at the time it happened, i wrote
so much stuff, then seeing it put me off bhw, now my head is finally
round it, it felt good to say it, i dont look back now and feel upset anymore.
i actualy feel good about it.
i think for a fore months i was angry wondering what else i could have done.
i think in the end i new ide done all i could - an settled with the notion without
bhw - ide have done far less.
ide still trade what little was left to change the outcome but, thats another story.
sad realy when ive seen other people cut there losses and give up to soon, its
only when you find yourself in that situation you have to decide do i go all out
to try and make a difference or give up.
so when all is said and done all you do is look in the mirror and say when
the shit hit the fan, i pulled out all the stops.
thinking back over the past 6 months i had a few threads related
to what i went through removed at the time it happened, i wrote
so much stuff, then seeing it put me off bhw, now my head is finally
round it, it felt good to say it, i dont look back now and feel upset anymore.
i actualy feel good about it.
i think for a fore months i was angry wondering what else i could have done.
i think in the end i new ide done all i could - an settled with the notion without
bhw - ide have done far less.
ide still trade what little was left to change the outcome but, thats another story.
sad realy when ive seen other people cut there losses and give up to soon, its
only when you find yourself in that situation you have to decide do i go all out
to try and make a difference or give up.
so when all is said and done all you do is look in the mirror and say when
the shit hit the fan, i pulled out all the stops.
fruity_looper
Junior Member
- Feb 19, 2010
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Proxygo your story was motivational, inspirational, I don't know if anything i say will express my thoughts but i'll try my best.
Calling your life a story feels like an insult to me, it doesn't do it any justice.
You shared a part of your life with us here on bhw.
I respect you, your work, your dedication, your drive, your love towards your dog.
Your story made me (I bet it made others too) think about their goals and their reasons for being here.
This thread also made me think about other people on bhw, what is their life like outside of the forum.
I for one, feel like we should respect people within the forum a lot more, you don't know their story, you don't know what is going on in their life.
sweetnfunny, blackhit and other bhw users that helped proxygo. I can't imagine how much you are to proxygo.
Helping someone during a rough time and making them shine through.
I know this is going to be a long post by me but I just can't help it, these things get to me.
I myself have a different reason, nothing life or death related, but something I know I would die without and love to bits, music.
I started my online money making journey a few years back. I made my username fruity_looper because my goal was to buy Fruity Loops (aka. FL Studio) legit. I wanted something to be mine and mine only, I wanted to be able to fund my dream myself and not ask my parents for money, they do enough for me as it is and I wanted to work for what I wanted and earn it.
By the end of the year I made enough to buy the big XXL Producer edition and was over the moon!
Over time I kept checking up on that forum and couldn't be greatful enough. I have moved on to new things like being here on bhw but have an ocassional visit.
After I ended up getting FL Studio, I was like what now? I pretty much had a pause and started working on learning my new toy and making some tunes.
Soon enough I knew I needed a lot more than a piece of software, so again my mission began but this time I learnt about sharecash then i changed that and moved to cpa and am making $150/month (not huge but better than nothing)
Still learning the ropes here and trying my hardest, this place is a goldmine of methods, tools and motivation. You just have to look for it and weed out the bad stuff.
We're all on a journey really, we're all pathing the way to our destination weather it be wanting to save your pets life, build a house, pay for your rent, bills or funding your dream career.
It's what we're all here for.
This quote is how I feel too
Thank You proxygo once again for sharing with us.
Calling your life a story feels like an insult to me, it doesn't do it any justice.
You shared a part of your life with us here on bhw.
I respect you, your work, your dedication, your drive, your love towards your dog.
Your story made me (I bet it made others too) think about their goals and their reasons for being here.
This thread also made me think about other people on bhw, what is their life like outside of the forum.
I for one, feel like we should respect people within the forum a lot more, you don't know their story, you don't know what is going on in their life.
sweetnfunny, blackhit and other bhw users that helped proxygo. I can't imagine how much you are to proxygo.
Helping someone during a rough time and making them shine through.
I know this is going to be a long post by me but I just can't help it, these things get to me.
I myself have a different reason, nothing life or death related, but something I know I would die without and love to bits, music.
I started my online money making journey a few years back. I made my username fruity_looper because my goal was to buy Fruity Loops (aka. FL Studio) legit. I wanted something to be mine and mine only, I wanted to be able to fund my dream myself and not ask my parents for money, they do enough for me as it is and I wanted to work for what I wanted and earn it.
By the end of the year I made enough to buy the big XXL Producer edition and was over the moon!
Over time I kept checking up on that forum and couldn't be greatful enough. I have moved on to new things like being here on bhw but have an ocassional visit.
After I ended up getting FL Studio, I was like what now? I pretty much had a pause and started working on learning my new toy and making some tunes.
Soon enough I knew I needed a lot more than a piece of software, so again my mission began but this time I learnt about sharecash then i changed that and moved to cpa and am making $150/month (not huge but better than nothing)
Still learning the ropes here and trying my hardest, this place is a goldmine of methods, tools and motivation. You just have to look for it and weed out the bad stuff.
We're all on a journey really, we're all pathing the way to our destination weather it be wanting to save your pets life, build a house, pay for your rent, bills or funding your dream career.
It's what we're all here for.
This quote is how I feel too
Thank You proxygo once again for sharing with us.
- Feb 27, 2009
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Some people think that because you hang out on a Blackhat forum that somehow makes you a bad or immoral an person. I have people that tell me all the time that this forum is full of scammers and shitty people, but I always defend this community because there are so many good people here. This story just reinforces that fact, and gives reason to why it is one of my favorite forums online.
Awesome story bro. I wish you the best of luck with everything.
Awesome story bro. I wish you the best of luck with everything.
honeyandthemoon
Regular Member
- Dec 2, 2009
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proxygo, I've been in and around the forums for a couple of years now and I've seen you everywhere, and I remember belatedly reading the thread about when your dog sadly died.
I'm glad it's working out for you, this should be pinned as an inspirational story for when people feel like giving up. Wonderful story and beautiful dogs.
I think it's great that you were basically putting your dog before yourself, which is something a lot of people (especially here in the UK I'm finding), would not even think about. It's not even in the same league as what you must have gone through, but the other day I was searching around my housing estate for a house that owned a cat that had a bad limp and we had been feeding every other day (as it was starving). I got to one door and the woman was asking me 'what's it got to do with you? It's none of your business who's cat it it. What are you just going around people's houses just...looking for cats?'.
This was basically a reaction I'm finding with a lot of humans these days. 'How do you care so much about animals?' is what she was basically saying. So it's always an absolute pleasure to see someone that went the extra mile for their beloved pet.
Fantastic story.
I'm glad it's working out for you, this should be pinned as an inspirational story for when people feel like giving up. Wonderful story and beautiful dogs.
I think it's great that you were basically putting your dog before yourself, which is something a lot of people (especially here in the UK I'm finding), would not even think about. It's not even in the same league as what you must have gone through, but the other day I was searching around my housing estate for a house that owned a cat that had a bad limp and we had been feeding every other day (as it was starving). I got to one door and the woman was asking me 'what's it got to do with you? It's none of your business who's cat it it. What are you just going around people's houses just...looking for cats?'.
This was basically a reaction I'm finding with a lot of humans these days. 'How do you care so much about animals?' is what she was basically saying. So it's always an absolute pleasure to see someone that went the extra mile for their beloved pet.
Fantastic story.
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honeyandthemoon
my neighbor b4 i moved here 3 yrs ago some1 abandoned his
cat because it got out 1 day for 24hrs, he left it out in
the cold when it returned - it stayed by his door 3/4 days
he wouldnt let it in. so in the middle of the night i went out
and grabbed it - bathed it - locked my old dog in the sitting room
fed it and put it to bed in an old jumper in my bath - next day i asked my
mom to look after it while i found a place for her to go
that was 7 yrs ago - shes still at my moms
lets face it when your doing a job do u do for the sake of it just going
through the motions - thats boring and become a drag.
when your motivated for it through a purpose, it makes it worth while.
glad to have got that of my chest - feel better for it.
my neighbor b4 i moved here 3 yrs ago some1 abandoned his
cat because it got out 1 day for 24hrs, he left it out in
the cold when it returned - it stayed by his door 3/4 days
he wouldnt let it in. so in the middle of the night i went out
and grabbed it - bathed it - locked my old dog in the sitting room
fed it and put it to bed in an old jumper in my bath - next day i asked my
mom to look after it while i found a place for her to go
that was 7 yrs ago - shes still at my moms
lets face it when your doing a job do u do for the sake of it just going
through the motions - thats boring and become a drag.
when your motivated for it through a purpose, it makes it worth while.
glad to have got that of my chest - feel better for it.
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virtualc08
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- Mar 23, 2010
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This thread should be stickied , seriously. This thread like some one lese mentioned reminded me the reason I am here. Thanks proxygo and I am so glad you got your self a new pet, I know she wont fill in the shoes of your old pet but its still good. God bless you man .