when thanks just isnt enough

proxygo said:

morning guys
thinking back over the past 6 months i had a few threads related
to what i went through removed at the time it happened, i wrote
so much stuff, then seeing it put me off bhw, now my head is finally
round it, it felt good to say it, i dont look back now and feel upset anymore.
i actualy feel good about it.

i think for a fore months i was angry wondering what else i could have done.
i think in the end i new ide done all i could - an settled with the notion without
bhw - ide have done far less.
ide still trade what little was left to change the outcome but, thats another story.
sad realy when ive seen other people cut there losses and give up to soon, its
only when you find yourself in that situation you have to decide do i go all out
to try and make a difference or give up.

so when all is said and done all you do is look in the mirror and say when
the shit hit the fan, i pulled out all the stops.

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Thats why they say "When the going gets tough,tough gets going" .Your story is really heart touching these days human beings are killing each other,hating each other and your story makes everyone believe that humanity is still alive.Hats off to you :You_Rock_

in your first post it says you joined bhw on 2007 and on your profile it says Nov 2008..................................................

so i hit 7 instead of 8
is that really necessary
some people

proxygo said:

i faced 1 last final demon
this morning, last January i did a you tube video, my first after
my baby came back from 2nd surgery, since last September i hadn't
looked at it, [couldn't] today while drinking my morning coffee i finally
buried that demon and watched it, first time it didnt kick me where it hurts.
this was daddys girl

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvkigclNlYw

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Wow an amazing video man, really really really nice.

cheers luka fond memories

Be proud of yourself proxygo. Though you may not have thousands of dollars filled in your pocket or bank, you have something that many people don't posses these days. It is the humanity which needs most these days. Once you look back towards your past life in the future you will something to remind and have a smile about yourself because you have done something many won't do. Cheers and all the best for your future....

i have a better smile than i use to
mate - and every morning i still say
hello - i count myself fortunate to be
on of the few in the uk who have this
urn and only thanks to a state side bhw
member who sent it for me

and this is my new bhw project
8 months of trouble

Well done proxygo. Its a really sad feeling to lose a pet, however no matter where she is now, she will be happy on getting a friend like you.

I can't wait to show my girl this thread she always asking me why do you be on that forum all the time for I bet you its just full of scammers and little kids trying to make a quick buck. This will show her that there is truly good people on bhw.

Thanks for sharing proxygo really great story

Wow, great post. I`m really happy for people like you

kingfuzz said:

I can't wait to show my girl this thread she always asking me why do you be on that forum all the time for I bet you its just full of scammers and little kids trying to make a quick buck. This will show her that there is truly good people on bhw.
Thanks for sharing proxygo really great story

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all bhw type forums have scammers. but theres also a good bunch of us
tryin to get by earn a $ the old fashioned way - work -
if you have to scam to survive then bhw will ban there ass
they dont belong. stick with a good crowd of people u wont
go wrong.

Just a very quick post to give props to proxygo on several fronts.

I've been a 'psuedo-member' here at bhw for a while... by pseudo I mean that I stop in from time to time but I've never really posted or gotten to know the community. When I decided I needed some proxies for scrapebox, I remembered reading about a service here (proxy_go's), but I had a few questions, so I reached out. Proxy_go got back to me same-day and I had a very nice chat with him last night... there really ARE some incredibly nice people out there!

Anyway, he was very honest and upfront with me about the fact that currently, proxy harvesting is kind of down (meaning there just aren't as many coming back as 'keepers' as there has been at other times - though he suspects the higher numbers will come back. Kind of like crab fishing... sometimes the catch is just on the light side).

Anyway, he was so NON pushy/sales-y that it was like I had to convince HIM that I wanted to buy from him! lol But from what I had read, and then after talking to him, I knew that I wanted to do business with him. Even if it meant more money up front and the fact that right at the moment he might not be able to OVER deliver the way he typically does, I knew this was a guy I would be happy to do business with.

And all this was BEFORE reading THIS post!

My God man... you're a hero!

I love my dog and cat so much, I can totally relate (recently had to spend $1500 on my 13+ year old cat... coming up with the $$ was tough, but I never considered NOT doing it). She's doing great now.

In the end, I just want to thank you proxygo. I love meeting new, GOOD people, and am pleased to be doing business with you. I look forward to making great use of your service for a very long time to come (and I WONT need to be bothered with re-bills!!! Sweet! )

All the best to you my friend,
Mexiken

Mexiken
thankyou ken - words much appreciated
yes i worked for my old dog - very hard
now i work for my new one. lets just say
on my budget - i shouldnt have 1

The internet is just so crazy how it can change peoples lives. I'm still amazed at how my life has changed...how something that's virtual can bring in so much money, its amazing.

Sleinad said:

The internet is just so crazy how it can change peoples lives. I'm still amazed at how my life has changed...how something that's virtual can bring in so much money, its amazing.

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in a nut shell half of us here would be screwed
without bhw - bills unpaid - things we always
wanted to do never done. how do you sum that
up

also like to welcome back and thank the yank in the states
who mailed my dogs urn - mr gregstereo
how was the vacation - was the weather good

finally after working here 3 yrs for my dog i achieved the reason i first came
here for in 2008. to make a home . mission almost accomplished

Hi Proxygo,

Thank you for showing us what we are capable of, if we came from the right state of mind. You are great man!

After I read your post, which is an impressive story. It makes me realize how great is to be a human being, and with the power (mind) that we have we can beat the most horrible things in this world. We can beat things like disease and poverty, we can help others to grow and learn, and we can make ourselves better.

I was thinking for some time if it is right to replay to your post by adding a small piece of information that I think is of great value. I've decided to do it even if this is not my thread. But the title of the post give me the inspiration to do it " when thanks just isnt enough".

I share this because I believe in it, it helped me a lot in my understanding and it can help other people too. It is about a book named "The China Study" By T. Colin Campbell, Thomas M. Campbell. This book is about nutrition and what can cause disease, including cancer which is a monster.

I believe we all have to win by sharing what we know. And this place "blackhatworld" is a great example of that.

Take care my friend,
Iblink.