Have you ever just sat down in a quiet place and really felt what it's like to be alive? Your life force, your own perfectly unique rhythm? Like, if there was a robot that was trying to understand what it's like to be "alive", what would you tell it? It's....well it's kind of messy haha. It's hot. Like...I feel really hot sometimes, especially in my arms. There's a lot of energy sometimes that has nowhere to go... Then it's kind of sweaty, and stinky from the sweat. And lots of farting. And sometimes it's sweet. Really. Falling in love, being successful after trying for a long time, nostalgia, etc... it just feels nice in a very painful way. I was walking from the store and I saw two toddlers giggling and playing with each other and it was just such a nice feeling. That moment, the innocence and sweetness of their youth, the sun breathing life, love and warmth upon me, the piss, smoke and shit from the open sewers invading the core of my tranquility, everything was just one pure moment of LIFE. At its rawest and most extreme form. I feel alive. I have life, and I want to feel alive permanently. Eternally. And I will.