Success and Depression

Follow your heart it doesn't get to you depressed.
Be patience it will learn many things otherwise get good sleep you get some freshness.

I agree OP. I find that keeping busy in your free time is key. Even if it is not always work, just keep busy. Listening to music tends to help me, as long as it's not depressing music. I am always doing something now though... so much that I have developed an impatience problem now lol

It's just a sign that you have been alive for too long. Just like Dying isn't a sign of absolute nothingness.