smallgiant
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- Aug 8, 2009
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I have ADD and I can say that it is both a blessing and a curse, which i think most people with it who work in a creative industry will tell you as well. It is a gift when it comes to creative, outside of the box thinking, or creating something entirely new. It helps you to connect disconnected thoughts and come to conclusions that others without it would be less likely to make. I also find that myself and many other Adders that I have met are generally interested in just about ANYTHING, literally almost any topic, which makes them exceptional generalists.
It can be a curse when you are working for other people or in an industry with rigid schedules and deadlines. It can be very hard without medication to follow through on tasks or complete them on someone else's timeline. It's not that I am not a hard worker, because I am, but I have learned that I can only do tasks when I am completely focused and that can shift throughout the day. It was easier for me to get through college on my own schedule than a regular 9-5 job.
This is why I think many ADDers eventually end up working for themselves to accommodate their needs and style.
Also, I am glad to see that schools are now realizing that there are other learning styles and beginning to teach in a multitude of ways. I found it very hard growing up to be tested in a reciting the facts, one answer is correct fashion. For me it was much easier to explain the answer in essay form or short answers.
I often take medication to help me stay on task, but I am careful to not take it all of the time and to give myself opportunities to sit there and space out and make those connections. Many people think that ADDers are just staring out in the middle of nowhere when they aren't paying attention, which couldn't be further from the truth. They are making new connections and processing things differently.
You hit it right on the head. I can't tell you how many times I would work on something for hours and hyperfocus until completion. Then on the other side of the spectrum some days I could not learn a thing in class, or be even be close to 100% at work.
It just upsets me to see how much stigma there is around mental illness. Not just ADHD, but all of them. People either don't believe it's real, or they just assume it's a personality thing. I, like many others, think it is a combination of learned experiences and genetics. Environmental factors also could impact your brain.
You are totally right though, about working for yourself to accommodate my disease. Truth is I work for a large tech company in the Midwest, but it is probably the perfect job for me. Lots of free time and traveling, and even if I'm in the office I can basically do what I please. Half the time I just work from home as well. Then whenever I have nothing to do for work, I do my other "job".
Having the freedom to do my internet marketing and writing is what makes me happy. Sure the money is great too, but true happiness especially for an ill person is hard to categorize. Physical or mental illness really makes a person see what life is about. I think when a person finds a point in their life where they are satisfied, it's hard to remember the past pain in your life. Hopefully, you all get there too!