Psychic powers make me feel depressed and alone

You are attempting to use Taoist internal alchemy, meditation, chi/prana/ki techniques in a way they were never really intended to be used. Most of these techniques were devised by beings looking to transcend attachment. Here you are using them with a goal to attain psychic abilities and manifest fortunes and you wonder why you are having problems?

Going about using certain techniques in our day-to-day life may aide in spiritual growth. Any insight, intuition, or "psychic abilities" are just a side effect of that spiritual growth and nothing you should "seek". Do you think most enlightened individuals sit with a focus on being able to move objects with their mind, manifesting fortunes or picking up hot chicks? Even most beings who have just gone through a real Kundalini awakening do not continue spiritual growth with anything else expected or sought after.

Your heart chakra is very much out of balance. I would highly suggest some immediate pranayama like anuloma viloma/nadi shodhana (4:16:8 ratio to start) without any specific intent or expectations. I would also do some vipassana and body scanning meditation (of course also without intent or expectations) until you are feeling better.
 
You are attempting to use Taoist internal alchemy, meditation, chi/prana/ki techniques in a way they were never really intended to be used. Most of these techniques were devised by beings looking to transcend attachment. Here you are using them with a goal to attain psychic abilities and manifest fortunes and you wonder why you are having problems?

Going about using certain techniques in our day-to-day life may aide in spiritual growth. Any insight, intuition, or "psychic abilities" are just a side effect of that spiritual growth and nothing you should "seek". Do you think most enlightened individuals sit with a focus on being able to move objects with their mind, manifesting fortunes or picking up hot chicks? Even most beings who have just gone through a real Kundalini awakening do not continue spiritual growth with anything else expected or sought after.

Your heart chakra is very much out of balance. I would highly suggest some immediate pranayama like anuloma viloma/nadi shodhana (4:16:8 ratio to start) without any specific intent or expectations. I would also do some vipassana and body scanning meditation (of course also without intent or expectations) until you are feeling better.

A trip to a psychologist would work not that.
 
A trip to a psychologist would work not that.

Who knows??? One thing I have learned over the years is that something that works for 9999 out of 10,000 people may or may not work for one person, everyone is very different. This goes for most aspects in life- health, fitness, religion/spirituality/personal beliefs, ambition, finances, mental anguish...
 
Who knows??? One thing I have learned over the years is that something that works for 9999 out of 10,000 people may or may not work for one person, everyone is very different. This goes for most aspects in life- health, fitness, religion/spirituality/personal beliefs, ambition, finances, mental anguish...

Fitness can work for everyone, its not a myth or magic.
 
@Pewep

I have no words for you man! I don't know why do you feel it amusing to get humiliated in public. I posted the same in some your old same kinda threads and now also I'm saying that I also practice solitary witchcraft but I never ever posted those stuff on BHW as it is a business forum where we discuss things to feed ourselves and those who depend on us NOT to discuss spiritual stuff. I'm not sure whether you really possess what you claim in the thread. Never mind but that's some of my feelings.
 
My great yoga, Teacher wouldn't.!
(Emphasis mine)

This member is ALWAYS copy pasting other member's sentence (in the thread), and puts a comma in his copy, and an exclamation mark at the end... This particular sentence is copied from MY post in this thread..... lol
Ref.:
If I am convinced that I'm Bill Gates and talk vaguely about my pita about my wasted billions, my great yoga teacher wouldn't call me a lunatic in public but only in her mind...

Profile page:
http://www.blackhatworld.com/blackhat-seo/members/853868-success-is-coming.html

How err.... demonic... unnatural, i.e.! :D..... Should I report him and get him teleported to outside this galaxy err... website? ;)



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This is kind of sad....
 
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Hello beautiful people :D, how is your day? I hope everything is going well.

The truth is mates, that after the initial buzz wears off from having supernatural abilities, you just end up feeling really, really alone. I'm currently taking a yoga class from an indian instructor and she's so awesome. I wanted to see if she had any of Our Knowledge so I casually asked her after class about feeling pressure in my forehead and tried to describe it as well as I could without saying "my third eye chakra is wide open and looking at you" lol. Basically she seemed concerned that I might be lightheaded, etc... and then told me I might have been straining my neck muscles too much. I thanked her because I love her positivity but in my heart, I felt a sinking feeling of almost being sick.

It feels sick that I am so close to a person and yet I might as well be on the other side of the planet when it comes to effective communication. How can I describe the things I do without sounding like a complete lunatic? How can I do the things I am able to without people thinking I'm possessed or some other bullsh!t..?

The other day after my meditation, I felt such a surge in my throat chakra that I completely stopped breathing and instead my throat chakra started breathing for me. It felt EXACTLY like breathing except I wasn't using my lungs lol - it was all in my chakra. In fact I felt relief as the "oxygen" or w/e it was from my throat hit my brain and it was quite an experience. This went on for a while before finally disappearing on its own. Please explain to me how I'm supposed to describe this phenomenon to other people without sounding like I'm a few eggs short of an omlette? It's a hard world for psychics and I fully empathize with people like me. I am definitely going to make a psi school + train as many people as I can and create a safe environment for us.

Hope everyone is having a great day! :)

 
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Seriously go seek help.

Not much help on a SEO forum for the type of issues you obviously fight.
Come back as a new man (or woman) when you feel better. This is not good for either you or the rest of us.
I speak for a lot here - go seek help - tomorrow!
 
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