Fuggz
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- Mar 25, 2010
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You are attempting to use Taoist internal alchemy, meditation, chi/prana/ki techniques in a way they were never really intended to be used. Most of these techniques were devised by beings looking to transcend attachment. Here you are using them with a goal to attain psychic abilities and manifest fortunes and you wonder why you are having problems?
Going about using certain techniques in our day-to-day life may aide in spiritual growth. Any insight, intuition, or "psychic abilities" are just a side effect of that spiritual growth and nothing you should "seek". Do you think most enlightened individuals sit with a focus on being able to move objects with their mind, manifesting fortunes or picking up hot chicks? Even most beings who have just gone through a real Kundalini awakening do not continue spiritual growth with anything else expected or sought after.
Your heart chakra is very much out of balance. I would highly suggest some immediate pranayama like anuloma viloma/nadi shodhana (4:16:8 ratio to start) without any specific intent or expectations. I would also do some vipassana and body scanning meditation (of course also without intent or expectations) until you are feeling better.
Going about using certain techniques in our day-to-day life may aide in spiritual growth. Any insight, intuition, or "psychic abilities" are just a side effect of that spiritual growth and nothing you should "seek". Do you think most enlightened individuals sit with a focus on being able to move objects with their mind, manifesting fortunes or picking up hot chicks? Even most beings who have just gone through a real Kundalini awakening do not continue spiritual growth with anything else expected or sought after.
Your heart chakra is very much out of balance. I would highly suggest some immediate pranayama like anuloma viloma/nadi shodhana (4:16:8 ratio to start) without any specific intent or expectations. I would also do some vipassana and body scanning meditation (of course also without intent or expectations) until you are feeling better.