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no one ever believes in me.

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  1. GORKA

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    It's very disappointing, when I bring up new ideas, when I start doing new things, when I start building and creating.
    Today I invested everything I got, Every penny everything I had I used it towards my ideas, SEO, marketing and other stuff.

    Today I called my mom, she has access to my bank, just in case I die.
    she can keep all my money, she raised me and my sister, my mother is very important to me.
    When I called her, she asked me why did I take out all my money from my bank.
    I had been saving up for about a year, and I told my mom I have an Idea i'm working on I going to make millions. watch me.

    My mother didn't say nothing for a minute, she told me. I don't know about this, your song young I hope you change your mind, and
    go find a profession or go do something that you feel is right, then she hung up..

    So recently I dropped out of High School, about 2 months ago, and I also quit my job.

    I remember going to work and pushing out 48 / 50 hours a week, and I'm only 17.
    I remember one day going to work and asking myself is this what I want to do for the next half of my life.
    Working all day, doing things I don't like, living below my means. Is this what I want to do?

    I thought and questioned things.
    I then went to my boss and said, I don't want to work for this company no more, I think I was determined to do something else in this world.
    I quit.

    Left.

    I couldn't sleep for a day. I thought about it, I quit my job, I dropped out of high school.
    I was at the rock bottom. I knew I had no where to look but up.

    Going back to school is not a option.

    So I began to think of crazy ideas, things I never had thought about before or considered.
    Once you realize that you hit rock bottom, and start investing in your own craft.
    You will begin to think differently, you will begin to look at things differently.

    and what I've come to realize, is that no one will be there for you.
    sometimes not even your family. So you got to believe in yourself, believe in that light of yours.
    Sometimes I got to pick myself back up, and get myself together.
    I know what I had done, I know that right now. I'm in a fucked up situation and I made it that way because of me.
    but I know I will make this million.

    So if anyone is reading this, keep striving keep going and working towards your ideas regardless of the opinions of others.
    No where to go but up.

    Regards,
    GORKA
     
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  2. healzer

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    Well said. I think many of us can relate, many have had similar situations here :)
     
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  3. Hawkster

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    I didn't read your post only the title - "no one ever believes in me."

    Fuck them - Believe in yourself.
     
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    So you quit your school and job, what are you going to do now?
    Have you planned your next steps?
    Are you going to reveal your new idea to BHW community?
     
  5. GORKA

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    Create a million dollar business, that is my only vision.
     
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    BassTrackerBoats Super Moderator Staff Member Moderator Jr. VIP

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    Get your G.E.D. It is more about accomplishment than education and at your age that is important.

    After that, take Hawkster's advice... you make your own path and whether someone believes in your or not you have to grind to make it happen on your own. Outside beliefs have nothing to do with your success; is is all about you.

    You want to be a man, step up and be one.
     
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  7. Koenza

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    I remember growing up and thinking others always wanted the best for me and then I grew up LOL. I realized something, only my family wants the best for me whereas others get jealous and try to keep you down. What do I think? What everyone else is posting! Growing up I cared allot about what others thought and it had an impact on how I performed because I was trying to satisfy THEM, but all that has changed now its satisfy ME first then satisfy others because fuck what they think!

    Quick edit: Listen to BassTrackerBoats, being able to show that you completed high school will come in handy someday, just finish it up bro.
     
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  8. archon10

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    lol says every loser ever.

    You dropped out of school and quit your job. You're useless at this point. You have a "million dollar idea." Yeah, and no investment income and you're mooching off of your mom.

    You can start crying "poor me" when you pay rent, son.
     
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  9. GORKA

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    hahah I will make you kiss my feet when I get this million.
    while you can remain being a keyboard warrior.

    Regards,
    your best friend gorka. ;)
     
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  10. virtualbyron

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    Also about the "no one ever believes in me"

    All the people I know except one tell me, blabla it don't work, you will never make money online, blabla all that is scam blabla, at one point I even abandoned the idea of IM for around 3 months.... but finally I think I can do it and I don't give a shit what say others people

    1,5 years later when I reach $500 by month I return talk with these people : blabla all that work for only $500 a month I work one mcdonald and I earn more, "you lie" blabla...

    Now around 3 years after my first IM day they understand I earn more of them doing IM, and you know what ? they ask me "please teach me" "I want do the same thing as you explain to me" and similar thing

    FUCK THESE PEOPLE with a narrow and low vision, even if it's your familly they will shit in your shoes and slow you down, don't ever listen these kind of people!!

    They said you can't because THEY CAN'T, fuck them again (sorry too much coffee today)
     
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  11. archon10

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    Yeah sure breh. I'll enjoy your next post in a year when you bitch and moan that your mom is making you do chores.
     
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  12. immaletyoufinish

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    Actually I quit school at about 16 and did some IT course but was too young to get work in the field and didn't have enough confidence in myself. I wound up in a pretty bad situation from that. I couldn't hold down a job more than a few months and at one point I wound up freeloading off my gf at the time for an entire year. By this time I was 20 and life was going nowhere fast. It was pretty scary. I made a decision to go to university to get a good career. It took me 3 years to be able to gain entrance to uni. I started at 23 and finished at 27. For the last year and a bit I've been working my dream job as a software developer and making good money. Best thing I ever did.

    Honestly... there are a lot of paths in life. A lot of choices. A lot of mistakes. You can set huge goals and that's fun to do, but don't make the mistake of planning for a future where that goal has been accomplished. More important than anything is just to stay grounded. Always look at your current situation and what you can do from there to improve it with your current skills and resources. Focus on what skills you can acquire that will bring value to your life and to those you can connect with.

    You may have quit school, but you should never quit learning. I think school is a terrible place to learn. At the same time I would definitely do uni again for all the other value it brought me. Either way if the person you are today isn't making one million, you have to grow into a person that can. To do that you gotta learn the things that will get you there. I highly recommend "The Personal MBA" for a complete overview/introduction to all concepts in business.

    I would wish you luck, but it's not about that. I wish you hard work and creativity. That'll bring more results.
     
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  13. Adrian112

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    Fuck them let it be your motivation and make tons of money online

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    That's also on of the main reasons I'm active here. I was in the same place as you are, but when I started stacking those green bills, their jaw dropped. Right now, living a good life, loaning money to my family, living on my own, doing good so far. Keep at it, grind your way up and never stop believing in yourself. That's all you need.
     
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  15. GORKA

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    Next year I will come back, I will message Diamond Damien and I will offer him a deal, and I will buy this forum,
    and we will see where I will get myself in to. Every year is my year.
    and I got a few goals, that I'm really working on right now. I want to make this the biggest SEO forum the world has to offer.
    I promise that. This forum will be worth millions, There will be nothing bigger then BHW. This will be the biggest, best, and most valuable SEO forum ever.
    Make no mistakes about it.

    This is a growing progress.

    Right now I plan to increase my relations with Diamond Damien,
    and get to know each other better. I'm 110% serious about this business.
    Make no mistakes.

    - Regards,
    GORKA
     
  16. virtualbyron

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    Stop your delusions and get back to work.
     
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  18. HFlame7

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    I'd recommend at least getting your G.E.D or High School diploma as a backup plan (you never know when you may need it).
    But if not, then you said it best: "So you got to believe in yourself, believe in that light of yours."
     
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  19. archon10

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    You're not ambitious. You're delusional.

    Mom will be so proud when you're sitting in your room all day making beer money.
     
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  20. l1viu

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    Well good luck friend , i think you will need some ( if not lots of it ) too . All people who achieved something had their fair share of luck too .