HaRRo,
Going to try this again...sorry for the problem in my above post. I wasn't trying to spam your thread. Just trying to help with some info that has helped me in the past. So, leaving out the website info...that, by the way, was not an affiliate link, I wanted to pass on the usefulness of Emotional Freedom Technique. If you haven't tried ityou might want to give it a look. Even "newbies" to EFT can be effective with it. I am truly sorry for your troubles you have been experiencing recently and hope that things are beginning to clear up for you. It is always difficult to lose people we care about. And having had some problems with anxiety and panic attacks, I know they can be very debilitating. So, take your time and care for yourself. And join us again when you are up to it. We miss all your great input.
Regards,
ironlifter76