Making money as a developer

Unfortunately , I could not find the best job in a local company , therefore I use the internet to make any money

I worked as a freelancer for a few years and also in some local companies , most of them are really not good

I have a solid experience in developing most of software kinds , from websites , mobile apps to even games and chatbots

I won't be sad if I have no experience and can't make money

but many years in taking courses / building projects and working as a freelancer and in some local companies

I feel I'm ZERO after this long trip

sorry for sharing these personal problems , but I have to think about the future
now I have these skills , but can't find work , can't make money

maybe the problem is me or the conditions or the destiny , it's just a bad days