So I really don't know to explain this well in words, but I feel like I have at least 2 modes, that give me a different perception of reality. I haven't felt like this since in April I believe, when I started my retarded rampage. From there, I took a different path, at least on BHW. So basically I have 2 modes: an entertainment one, and work one. In the first one I'm always looking for pleasure from stuff like porn, instagram/facebook photos, seeing jokes and shit like that, I have trouble focusing for extended amount of time. In the second I feel in a very productive mood. My mind is crippled from the things mentioned above, I think about developing myself, and I feel like I actually enjoy in this state on doing stuff, and I have no problem focusing for a considerable amount of time. In the first one I've got no problem talking with my parents(when they don't piss me off of course), in the second I feel very asocial(not that I mind), and I don't like when somebody's talking even slightly higher than I like Does anybody know how's this called? Is this the introvert/extrovert stuff?