It's the same substance.
The day goes solidly only when I take a 3 day long break. Then I drink and get the boost. But I also lose my attention. In some time I become like someone with ADD, very hyper.
Then when I drink a can, next day I have to drink another. I just can't resist because the next day I'm a little bit tired. Just a little bit. And it's enough to make me go and buy the drink.
Now I will drink for 3 days getting some benefits. Tolerance starts to build up. At day 4th I will feel like I need it to function because the craving will be so strong.
Yeah, that's what I was thinking...
You know, we are all different, our bodies are different, we get through different craps in our lives different...
Not sure where you from but if you could get somewhere near you a Turkish black coffee, the strong one, you should try that.
I drink a lot of coffee and I really mean
a lot!
I have my own problems because of it, finished in a damn hospital like 2 years ago because I damaged my stomach because of coffee.
I would drink 2, 3 black when I get up and then 2, 3 coffee with milk!
I didn't even know it was so harmful, coffee with milk? Pfff...
I was convinced that if I drank so much coffee, to at least try to mix it with milk, I never dreamed what would happen to me.
Did I come to my senses after spending almost 10 hours in a hospital bed?
Yes,
but for a couple of weeks!
Here I am drinking 3 black coffees today, before any meal + drinking a fourth with milk, then I would eat and take 2 or 3 more until the end of the day!
Yeah... I can tell someone what works and what doesn't, yeah right...
It will never be clear to me, we know what is wrong but we are still moving towards it! Like WTF!
I thought I was going to die the day I ended up in the hospital because I can’t describe that feeling other than as something very close to death.
A million times I’ve been mad at myself because I know I’m just hurting myself but I’m not stopping, I’m not reducing anything, I’m telling myself, if I get to that again I’d rather kill myself than go through what I went through, but, I still drink a lot of damn coffee!
I haven't drunk alcohol for 8 years, but I can't get over coffee and cigarettes, I just can't!