Two big thoughts keep coming back to me - 1. I spend too much time watching, reading, doing irrelevant things 2. I don't treat IM like a business It's actually pretty shocking when I think of it in these terms. I mean it's not as though I'm not making a single dime. I can get by in a 2nd world country just fine, but it's not enough to satisfy that inner flame. But this totally makes sense why I haven't achieved my goal of 1k a day. I'm fucking slacking, lol. No, seriously. I haven't been putting anywhere near enough effort into anything I did (except for the first 60 days of my journey thread). What sucks is that now that I aware'd (misc lingo) myself - I can no longer say that I'm not succeeding because of the method itself. I'll keep doing that YouTube comments + OGads thing and see where that takes me. Wewlad, what a mind job.