Recently, i haven't been outside except for school. It feels like i'm losing contact with everyone. I remember the days when i came home drunk, brought girls to my place and when i went out my mom had to beg me to come home, but now she's begging me to leave home. She's telling me i will get mentally ill from staying home so much. The reason for all this is because i want to earn money. I don't care if i lose all my friends, if that's what it takes to make money, then that's what i will do. If i need to stay home and work in my free time, then that's what im going to do. I even quit drinking and smoking just because i thought it might help me to clear up my mind and stop being so lazy. It's like, the only way to get happy is to earn money. This can be a great motivator, but at the same time it's a thing to get depressed about. I've just discovered this great place, but there is so much information here i don't even know where to start. I've started doing e-whoring, but there's so much information there too, it all gets so confusing. Right now i'm really really confused about what to do next. I don't like wasting my time , but it's driving me crazy since i have no other choice. I'm depressed, confused and have no idea what to do next. Anyone else been in this kind of situation, being so obsessed by money? And if not, then what is your current situation? Or what has been the toughest part of your life?