Want to tell you from heart that i have a serious problem . I waste time (TOO MUCH) thinking and planning about things that normally do not happen. If they happen then they are well decided by god. Eg. Check my previous thread about tax. Paid full taxes, No expenses shown(Every freelancer has expenses to show). Still I am worried about unknown happening. Well this was one example. I have lot of other worrying shit going on. Can some one give definition to this syndrome. Need to mention ; i have wasted many years of my life doing this .