Well if you head over to reddit and go to r/nooptropics or just type in 5htp in the search bar you will find plenty of user experience stories that have not been stooled by big pharma. Sounds like great stuff, I wouldnt mind trying it but long term use of any chemicals will have some side effects.
Sorry to hijack your thread Oukast. I would recommend having goals. An acheivable short term goal that you should be able to reach within a specified time and a long term big goal that allows you to dream and visualise yourself in the future.