Highly depressed[starting a new journey]

let me introduce my self
I am 17 years old
I live in India

I quit school to pursue my career online entrepreneurship
I just want to make 500-1000 dollar online in 2 year

I want a learn a skill and then sell online
I love writing

my dream is not making millions of dollar[right now][maybe it can change
instead, I want to live a happy life[alone]

I am procrastinating for 4-5 month
but now I decided to take action

I need some help from you guys can you guys I have very less motivation
I am too shy but I want to start a youtube channel

I am confused in life what should I do

sometimes i like dropshipping
sometimes print on demand,blogging, graphic designing

here what I am doing right now

I have 8 repost luxury and motivation Instagram account
1 meme account
1 personal brand account


1 youtube channel not posted any videos
I will post PowerPoint or video scribe explaining video in English
I am average in English but I am learning

I also want to start a Hindi youtube channel

I am also starting a blog about personal finance

I am basically doing a thing called
learn do teach
or teach while you learn


my first goal is to move out my parent house and live alone for that I want 400-500 dollar a month

I really really love blogging



but I am overwhelmed


because someone saying that blogging is dead
blogging is going on voice search
it takes a lot of money for ranking article you need to hire writer

I am also struggling with what to write


can anyone tell me how to earn 500 dollars a month(because starting is hardest)
of course, I will do hard and smart work

but I want a mentor or someone who can guide me
because there is soo much junk(waste) in my brain

I am also very shy and introvert

I have 500(35,000 INR saved) I can arrange 1000 dollar(70k INR) more

please guide me

right now while I am writing this I am crying because I am thinking
that people will think I am stupid
I am lazy I can't do shit.

Bro don't quit school. Do this on the side before whilst you finish up schooling. The older you get the harder it is to go back to school because you'll have bills, responsibilities and who knows what else.

Nova90 said:

Bro don't quit school. Do this on the side before whilst you finish up schooling. The older you get the harder it is to go back to school because you'll have bills, responsibilities and who knows what else.

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bro I already quit school now there is no option to go back I will die hungry but not go to school(worst case scenario my father have a business I will maintain that
and schooling is full of shit in India(at least for me)

prakhar1323 said:

bro I already quit school now there is no option to go back I will die hungry but not go to school(worst case scenario my father have a business I will maintain that
and schooling is full of shit in India(at least for me)

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Work hard on IM and you will achieve your goals. If you set your mind to it you will get to your desired $ amount. College is not necessary for life these days and most of what you learn in college is never used.

Going finance blog with your writing approach would make no sense for a top tier traffic. I would suggest your brushing up your writing skill - Start with free offer letting people know you’re starting out and you would love their critics on submitted project.

Move forward to create a BST or work under someone . That’s really a fast money approach.

prakhar1323 said:

bro I already quit school now there is no option to go back I will die hungry but not go to school(worst case scenario my father have a business I will maintain that
and schooling is full of shit in India(at least for me)

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I've been to same "indian" schools and run more than 2 successful product companies.

Get back to school.

SirTop said:

Going finance blog with your writing approach would make no sense for a top tier traffic. I would suggest your brushing up your writing skill - Start with free offer letting people know you’re starting out and you would love their critics on submitted project.

Move forward to create a BST or work under someone . That’s really a fast money approach.

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what do you mean by the free offer I cant understand?
sorry if I come up rude in any form

Starting depressed is not good, you need to have motivation in this business to succeed bro, otherwise you will fail.

actually i like you

LeadCloak said:

I've been to same "indian" schools and run more than 2 successful product companies.

Get back to school.

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sorry, sir, I don't want to do school
you are smart I am not
I can't do anything in life

prakhar1323 said:

what do you mean by the free offer I cant understand?
sorry if I come up rude in any form

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write for people for free... get better at your craft from feedback.

You are from India, complete your education kido first. Not a good choice, unless you are 100% sure you can nail IM or got an extraordinary mind.

p3kki said:

Starting depressed is not good, you need to have motivation in this business to succeed bro, otherwise you will fail.

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i want to succed but
I think I am just a failure I can't do anything
sometimes I think of doing su****e

PHP-Rockstars said:

write for people for free... get better at your craft from feedback.

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ok sir
thnx

The guys asking for mturk accounts say they can all make $500/month to start so look into one of those.
Also I wouldnt move out once youre making 500/month bc then youre back starting at zero, save up that 500 for a few months and invest in more business.

James2774 said:

The guys asking for mturk accounts say they can all make $500/month to start so look into one of those.
Also I wouldnt move out once youre making 500/month bc then youre back starting at zero, save up that 500 for a few months and invest in more business.

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ok sir
thnx for your time

Learn to code and pratices sport in competition, you'll get back yourself confidence.

without your self confidence you wont go nowhere. but actually its when you are in the worst position that you'll learn the more

DeadInside said:

Learn to code and pratices sport in competition, you'll get back yourself confidence.

without your self confidence you wont go nowhere. but actually its when you are in the worst position that you'll learn the more

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i dont like code(i will practice other skill)
btw thnx for your time
I will play sports thnx

#1 advice I could give is to stop looking at the next shiny object. Just focus on one project and give it all you've got. If it works, great. If not, you learned something new which you can apply to new projects.

BapeWars said:

#1 advice I could give is to stop looking at the next shiny object. Just focus on one project and give it all you've got. If it works, great. If not, you learned something new which you can apply to new projects.

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thnx for the advice
i should go all in with one thing
thnx for your time