Hello there, I'm new to this website and I need help.

Okay so i'm an artist student and not really good at computer stuff. I really want to learn hacking, cracking software, game modification, game scripts making but i don't really know where to start i tried watching php programming on youtube and i can't follow it.
So please tell me what should I do first? THank you.

Well, you can start by reading what this forum is about as for sure it is not for what you are looking for