I am green. I have read the forums days on end. I have countless hours of reading. Its really a catch 22. People say to don't spend your time reading, do! then if you ask questions, the people in the know say read. So in absence of a true mentor, Im going to spend my time writing a journal. Anything and evverything that i do. I dont know what im good at. I havent been successfull at anything. I try and i try. I figure by making a journal, I can make connections with everyone and anyone, to lead me into profits. A little backstory: I got started in internet marketing about a year ago with GDI. It got my interests soaring! I was so nieve to how things worked in the IM world that i got lost in the dream. Then I found this forum, and by and by, my eyes were opened! I fell in love like love at first site. I'm a rather intellegent person (who cant spell to save his life) but none the less, am very quick to learn. This is my Everest! I love the idea of making money online and never having to work for the man. I work, as my day job, for Pizza Hut. I am ver successful there but make small wages. I really want to work from home and see my two beautiful girls grow up! I have made this priorty one. I dont want to miss a soccer game, or a girl scouts meeting for Pizza Hut! So this is a calling out of all of you in the know, The Harro's of this forum to please help me. I am willing to do the work, am willing to do what ever it takes to be successful in IM. I dont just want to work from home. I really love IM. I am in love with the whole idea of it. I am captivated by every aspect of it. I really like CPA's right now. I have tried and tried, but atlast, i am a failure. I am not a failure who is willing to cut my losses, I really love IM. Where I am right now: I Have tried CL posting. Anything and everything I post gets flagged. I have tried E-whoring, with a bit of success, but I am green on how to convert. I have a blog on blogspot but it sucks. I really just need some revenue comming in to do anything. I realize that to make money you have to spend money, but at my 9 to 5, it covers my bills, and nothing else. If I want to do this, its going to be from revinue I create out of thin air. so this is where i need your help black hat world! I have a budget of 35 dollars! I got this from doing surveys on a surveys site. what do I do? Its not much, but I want to spend wisely! I want to grow my 35 dollars and reinvest again and again. I can learn most of everything, I'm good at research, and im good at out of the box thinking (athough lately its failing me) Im calling on all of you to help me out! I will post as much as I possibly can on everything you guys tell me to try and that I can do. If any one is looking for a charity case, pm me, ill give you a great referal. I am an open canvas, willing to do what I can to make a living doing what I love! As being as this is a journal, I have an Iphone. it seems to be and under played market in this forum. I have started to look for things that i can do with an iphone that can make a buck. kind of a mobile type of income for those who are working a job and want to make money while working. That being said, I am an open canvas, willing to work hard for any profits!