Hi phpbuilt

Thanks - yes, i like you. I like you for trying to put yourself in my shoes.
Just to share with you; yes, its 6 grand a month, for two months, and i only requested for $2200 in that fundraiser website.
Here's something i have considered - and done but not told everyone - i have divided the amount into 6 fundraiser sites; not just 1.
Why?
1. When people look at the divided amount, its less scary and more attainable than a bigger amount ($2200? ok, we'll get there. 12000? Wow, not gonna get there, better move on). So, if you'd like to see the other fundraising sites where i have listed to try raise money, please let me know. Just in case, if you think i've just created them, you should check out the "Start Date" of each fundraise page and you'll see they were created on the same day.
2. Why try just one site - in case it doesnt work - why not spread it out and hopefully cover my ground? Some fundraiser sites are just empty promises, some work.
Make sense?
I'm in a terrible state, but i can still think - and i am thinking all i can
Also; why are people suffering in Dubai, yet Dubai is one of the richest nations in the world? Because sometimes people get stuck, and as much as we try put ourselves in someone's shoes, we don't really know whats happening until we live it and we understand it. People face varying degrees of hardships; you may have been homeless and know what it feels like but one homeless person wouldn't have the same reason for beign homeless than another homeless person; so if you really really want to put yourself in someone's shoes; come ask personally or intimately - or you're just making assumptions just to discredit someone - which is fine

if that's your goal.
Just an update everyone; i have managed to raise one month's rent - just one more to go.
One of the chatters on this thread; his nick is Nirmal - has donated some money - to also help me eat - THANK YOU Nirmal. We've been chatting on Skype and Whatsapp - so he's definitely seen my face, and where i am saying where i am/was.
So nope, i ain't some chatting/lying bullshit
I am still homeless, but once every few days i get to crash in with someone i know, so that's a relieve.
I get to shower at some places.
I haven't sold sold my laptop - just couldn't, i feel like i need it.
So - pushing aside the fact i am homeless and broke - i just have one last final month to complete the whole legality of rent, and i'm free to stay to get a proper full time job as i promised myself to (and Nirmal, because he's so kindly trusting me - if you're reading this Nirmal, please do a Shoutout because i want to acknowledge you and thank you in public).
I have 3 weeks guys - if you have anything i could do to fundraise, raise money - even if its for food; hey, just let me know.
Despite criticisms, pushing aside as bullshit, people stepping all over me, calling me names, discrediting me in any way, saying i'm not trying - i'm still a fighting machine.
I'm open to options; just not selling my body.
So let me know guys.
ps. Thank you to some of you still sending me your great wishes and love to a stranger.