No, I totally understand you.
I grow up seeing my fridge with pieces of rotten lettuce and some eggs, when the fridge even worked hahah. Always makes me smile when I think about it.
But that gave me a perspective about what "making it" really means, right?
Ideally you want to find a long term investment that doesn't put you back into the mud, meanwhile giving you the money to live happily.
If you grew up poor I guess your family needs help to, so you have to have goals that are bigger than a car.
I don't even have the time to get my license and I'm 24

.. Hilarious
Learn from this experience. I wish you accomplish big things.