Me... And it's been like that for 8 full years and 9 months.
The day I got my daughter was the last day.
I went to the store, got a Jack Daniels, after I was done I said "I'm not drinking anymore" and to be honest...
I surprised myself!
When I was young I was too aggressive, my favorite drink was "rakija".
Anyway, the #1 reason is my daughter and the #2 reason is, I didn't know how to drink.
It was either, I will drink until I hit the floor or nothing, which is ok when you at your 20s and not ok when you cross 30+.
So, yeah... You are deff not alone