An apology to this forum.

[luciferxe]

Alright. I understand no asking for domain value...
However, people are on here still asking.
Now I don't really need the value from here. It was more of trying to judge my quality of thinking on domain names.
I'm sorry I didn't know this was a rule.
I would gladly pay for junior VIP if I wasn't homeless and trying my hardest to get things going.
We live day to day barely making enough for food and such.
I'm sorry if I may have pissed the wrong people off.

 

[awesomewebsites]

I would gladly pay for junior VIP if I wasn't homeless and trying my hardest to get things going.

Sorry to hear this. You are homeless for how long ?

 

[luciferxe]

Almost 2 years now.
It really sucks. Lost our daughter and all that messed up stuff.
I have M.S. so physical work is out of the question now.
So I have been using every piece of knowledge I can from here and try to utilize it.
Since a lot of stuff is not cheap I need to cut corners here and there.
I know this is one of the big reasons I am not successful yet.
Personally, i think I'm good at making URLs but I'm really not sure.

 

[blogzandstuff]

Almost 2 years now.
It really sucks. Lost our daughter and all that messed up stuff.
I have M.S. so physical work is out of the question now.
So I have been using every piece of knowledge I can from here and try to utilize it.
Since a lot of stuff is not cheap I need to cut corners here and there.
I know this is one of the big reasons I am not successful yet.
Personally, i think I'm good at making URLs but I'm really not sure.

Have you checked the giveaway section and members download section? Lots of good stuff on there to help you get started. I wish you well for the future, don't give up!

 

[SpoonFeeder]

I know this is one of the big reasons I am not successful yet.

Wrong.

You joined BHW almost 5 years ago and being homeless for the past 2 years. Do you think all the peoples who joined BHW on 2013 are still couchsurfing?

The reason you're not successful is not because any of those reasons but your lack of persistence, discipline and self-esteem.

Change the way you think and have some positive mindset and start your day with positive attitude. Have some perseverance and you'll taste the success very soon.

Wish you luck!

 

[luciferxe]

Wrong.

You joined BHW almost 5 years ago and being homeless for the past 2 years. Do you think all the peoples who joined BHW on 2013 are still couchsurfing?

The reason you're not successful is not because any of those reasons but your lack of persistence, discipline and self-esteem.

Change the way you think and have some positive mindset and start your day with positive attitude. Have some perseverance and you'll taste the success very soon.

Wish you luck!

The last 5 years i have been in and out of the hospital with flare-ups.
We have been dealing with court for our daughter.
We live out of our van which does not make working easy. We have had the police called on us for working on a laptop in our van 29 times in the 2 years.
Every time they take my laptop and wipe the hdd. Yes i backup remotely bit i only have 3g for speeds. So persistence has been hard.
The reason i blame it on the money is the fact i can not afford a new laptop so my 2006 hp really doesn't cut it for any tools.
That leaves me finding servers i can not afford half the time or finding ways to cut corners. Like getting mulled stuff if i can ever even find it.
Sorry to run on ill stop here with all the bad.

The simple point i am trying to get at.
Well persistence has been quite hard but i do my best.
Discipline is there buy hard to switch on and off. Panhandling and web design are kinda 2 different fields lol.
Still huddles but not the same tactics at all.
As for self-esteem, that is quite hard. We deal with the stigmas of being homeless and poor. Lucky to eat or be warm.

If/when i can ever afford junior VIP i could do a lot more for the community.

 

[eternalwarrior]

police called on us for working on a laptop in our van 29 times in the 2 years.
Every time they take my laptop and wipe the hdd

Why police seize your laptop? What are the reasons?

 

[luciferxe]

35 stage 2 MS.
Sure but what exactly is a homeless pic?
Also where should i upload it? As the site asks for a link and not just upload lol.

 

[luciferxe]

Why police seize your laptop? What are the reasons?

Because i was in the back of my van working in Linux, PHP, C++ etc.
So people would call the police and accuse me of "hacking".
I am stuck in an area where a lot of elderly live. They see it on tv or a movie and next thing I'm being stopped, searched and seized.
Because i am homeless and no legal support the police can do pretty much whatever they want to us.

 

[eternalwarrior]

35 stage 2 MS.
Sure but what exactly is a homeless pic?
Also where should i upload it? As the site asks for a link and not just upload lol.

Homeless pic = pic of yourself living in the van or whatever. No need to upload pic btw.

If you have writing skill, then you can earn by writing articles for clients.

 

[eternalwarrior]

So people would call the police and accuse me of "hacking".

Stupid dump people ruining your life -_-

 

[ThatSEO]

Every time they take my laptop and wipe the hdd.

What country is this? Most countries can seize a laptop if they feel its being used in a crime, but they cannot wipe it at all if no crime has taken place.

 

[awesomewebsites]

Because i was in the back of my van working in Linux, PHP, C++ etc.
So people would call the police and accuse me of "hacking".
I am stuck in an area where a lot of elderly live. They see it on tv or a movie and next thing I'm being stopped, searched and seized.
Because i am homeless and no legal support the police can do pretty much whatever they want to us.

You appear to be educated . Still letting the police erase your hard disk without any proof ?

 

[luciferxe]

Homeless pic = pic of yourself living in the van or whatever. No need to upload pic btw.

If you have writing skill, then you can earn by writing articles for clients.

I failed English every time.
I have stories but not exactly sure how stories will help lol.
That's what one of my sites is built around. But without the traffic, it's really hard to monetize it.
I can write and use tools to check grammar. I just don't know what to write about.
I know a lot of stuff on here is garbled to obfuscate things and so people won't copy tactics.
Honestly, I would love it if a master/guru would teach me some tricks to writing.
I really think if i could get a good grasp on it i would have a better fighting chance.
I'm good at rambling too lol.

 

[luciferxe]

You appear to be educated . Still letting the police erase your hard disk without any proof ?

Sadly yes i know my rights. But how to go about getting justice?
ACLU will not help and i sure don't have the money for counsel and since it would be a civil matter i do not get a court appointed counsel.
Been looking into it a lot.
They even wiped the only pictures i had of my daughter and mother.
USA.

 

[SiddharthW]

The reason i blame it on the money is the fact i can not afford a new laptop so my 2006 hp really doesn't cut it for any tools.
That leaves me finding servers i can not afford half the time or finding ways to cut corners. Like getting mulled stuff if i can ever even find it.
Sorry to run on ill stop here with all the bad.
If/when i can ever afford junior VIP i could do a lot more for the community.

Why don't you get the offline job? Do physical Work, Save Money and Then try to Come IM? Why that much unnecessary Struggle?

 

[BassTrackerBoats]

What are you doing to get internet access?

 

[SiddharthW]

Oh and for the pic. That's me. Not sure exactly what kind of pic you want. Lol

Where is Van?

 

[luciferxe]

Why don't you get the offline job? Do physical Work, Save Money and Then try to Come IM? Why that much unnecessary Struggle?

As i already stated. I have stage 2 MS with POTS. Physical work just won't do. I wish I could.

 

[luciferxe]

Lol i just noticed that you can see one of our pantry boxes.
Sorry for the bad pics atm. Wife was driving and not really in a safe place to take pics outside.