My Journey, From Nothing To Something ...

[MrDenz]

Update #30

Today happened a lot, mostly cool things, so let's start...

Honestly, I never thought I'd write this "already", but today was the first time after so long to earn $1, and quickly earned even $2, earnings for 18th :

As I already wrote, this means a lot for my motivation side.
Today I also learned many lessons, I have seen just how hard is when you're at the very beginning, how difficult it is to actually get any visitors.
Yes, it is easy to get to 100 a day but it is difficult, really difficult to reach 1,000 or more and stay on it.
I'm such and I'm very rigorous with myself, it has a good side and bad side, bad certainly is whatever I do I always want better, which is good of course but the problem is that I want it immediately, and that in 99% of cases it is not possible to do immediately.

I am of course happy with what I've done for 36 hours, with an average of 200 to 300 views I went to over 1,000+, but now I needs to stay there, it will be difficult but I'll do my best to first stay in this average and after that be even higher average visit.

Last two days are amazing, this is just a small reward for everything I've done so far.

With today's eCPM $0,194 I am very unhappy if you ask me personally.
As for the CR is concerned, I am very happy that finally I cooperate with them, I'm mad at myself because I still have not made any profit, just because of my own motivations, even 50 cents would mean a lot, but ok, there is time, for now this is all still testing.

I'm still trying to find various answers to many of my questions, so that true and real action is expected at the end of 2015, until then everything is just testing, learning...
I want to get out the best from this journey, and of course to get for me a very important experience.

Objectives for any time soon ...

My goal is to, when I get to any profit that all invest in another site, when it will happen I do not know, because as you guys can see, you never know whats waiting on us tomorrow, I can earn in the next 20 days enough for 5 website and perhaps I can in the next 3 months not earn for even one.
Basically, the goal is to start as soon as possible with another site, which will make similar profits are certainly that's better and that is what I really want, another 10 sites with a $10 daily earnings = $100 a day.
I can freely say that this is one of the goals, and when you have multiple sites it is at least 30 percent easier, all of the sites will be linked to each other and therefore traffic would not be such a problem.
Anyway, there is time for that.

A few hours ago I did something and I hope I wont regretted it, I know that with mobile redirect we should not work but what about mobile popunder...?
Whether and why can we get a penalty from Google for that?
I just did this, a couple of hours ago, 2 to 3 hours, I took the code and set up on the site because in the last 2 to 3 days, literally 80 percent of the people coming from mobile so I wanted to try.
Does anyone know whether we should work with mobile popunder or not...? Good or bad idea...?
I still think there is something else that can be done to get a better CPM, we'll see.

A long time ago I worked with adult images, when I saw today how many just one image views on average have, I immediately thought about this, and this is another option for making money.
I think that would be a bit much, Google would hate me lot, another option with advertisements on site, and on the other hand I know that with such quality traffic I would be able to earn more than $20 a day.
I put in just 1 image to test this and I take one which get less views, the result is 7 cents an hour.
But well, it does not matter for now, whenever we quickly earn we end up also quicly.

That's it for now, I'm going to take a coffee, sit down and relax for a minute, think about next steps.

 

[MrDenz]

I am jealous, wish I had the same results haha

You will get so much better results, you know you will Micky

Good luck! Journey looks promising, and I will be following!

Thank you Methadone.

If you work hard all the time,you will achieve your goals.

Yes White Swan, you could not say that better.

UV to yours, Sites now denz!

What do you mean exactly Million Dollar Idea...?

 

[mustang123]

Don't give you! You can do it!

 

[Pretyyy]

Wow... just discovered this thread. I read nearly everything and I'd like to congratulate you buddy for your hard work and motivation, even with all the problems popping in your life. You're a great example of courage, keep going.

 

[BloggingDiaries]

There you go, keep going!

The good thing about owning couple of sites is their worth. If you're making $100 per month, you're site is probably worth around $1500. You could sell a couple of sites for quick cash and scale up the others with the earnings from the ones you sold.

 

[93chandu]

Wow!!! man you inspired me to work harder. This was just the kick in the butt I needed for my new project.. Thanks a ton buddy

 

[rockong]

The great thing about these personal journey threads is that your publicly keeping yourself accountable.

Sure, you can always fall off and ppl may not even notice.

But in your own mind, you've decided to make a commitment to your journey, so you've increased your chances of success that much greater.

Keep it up OP, and best of luck.

 

[MrDenz]

Don't give you! You can do it!

Thank you Mustang.

Wow... just discovered this thread. I read nearly everything and I'd like to congratulate you buddy for your hard work and motivation, even with all the problems popping in your life. You're a great example of courage, keep going.

First of all thank you Pretyyy, thanks for reading my journey and thanks for everything.
Problems always exist and with them we fight every day, sometimes they are bigger and some smaller, problems should all be resolved in our head as soon as possible so we can stay focused on our work.

There you go, keep going!

The good thing about owning couple of sites is their worth. If you're making $100 per month, you're site is probably worth around $1500. You could sell a couple of sites for quick cash and scale up the others with the earnings from the ones you sold.

You're right for everything you say BD, an investment of $50 can be turned into a business worth several thousand dollars, and if you know what to do with a couple of thousand dollars then it can all become a multi million dollar business.

Wow!!! man you inspired me to work harder. This was just the kick in the butt I needed for my new project.. Thanks a ton buddy

Thank you Chandu, I understand you completely, many times someone has to say something that we already know, in most cases it even hurts really bad, but these are the moments when we wake up and go into that real action, I wish you all the best.

The great thing about these personal journey threads is that your publicly keeping yourself accountable.

Sure, you can always fall off and ppl may not even notice.

But in your own mind, you've decided to make a commitment to your journey, so you've increased your chances of success that much greater.

Keep it up OP, and best of luck.

Rockong, I could not say that better.

 

[MrDenz]

Update #31

First of all I would like to thank you all guys, thank you for following this journey, thank you for reading and I really hope that the results so far will effect some people, especially I hope that the next results will even more motivate people, thanks once more from the heart.

Last 2 to 3 hours, I was working on my site, in fact, something bad happened, Exo or CR in their codes had redirect code, as I of course read every day and still at least an hour a day spent reading various things, I realized that I don't really need to work with redirects, because I will get a penalty from Google, of course I'm not even thinking about it but here, it happened that one of them put in the redirect, and I did not even know about it.
All in all, I took care of everything and literally deleted all I've had from advertisments and set new ones.

If you are wondering how I'm doing now, explanation...
First goes Exo popunder and then Juicy, I do not want to cooperate with PR because I read and heard very bad things about them, and how can I notice that Google does not like them much, several sites are banned only because they use PR.
Anyway, I removed all banners from Exo so I use just popunders and instant message from Exo that goes very well, I also had a mobile popunder included several hours but I all paused and wiped out for now because I do not want to think about the option that Google may ban me, one way or another Google hates everything except themselves, so more attention in that way I do not need and we will not be needed.

In future therefore the main source of income will be popunder and instant message, and in the next few weeks I will try to prepare myselves better, to better learn and everything else about how to use CR in the best possible way.
I want to achieve better results with CR and it's one of the priority objectives in addition to a couple of others.
Why...?
Whether it is easier today to have one sale of $1,000 or it is easier today to have 1,000 sales of $1...?
The math is clear here, I do not say that I will succeed but I certainly will try and give my best in the future to as much do whatever it takes to make maximum good use of traffic that I receive.

As for the traffic I got a plan and solution, therefore, have a solution to that next month I start getting about 100,000 hits a month, but the problem exists because the plan that I have now does not depend on me.
This is what I will write in the future, because I'll work every day more and more on it.
Basically, if I succeed in this, plans are enormous.

Before that happen, we should at all times be realistic, and I am very realistic to the whole this journey/story.
Frankly, I'm even thinking to turn off popunders completely, I think about it and I will decide within the next couple of days.
My goal now is to see how best to take advantage of all the traffic that I get.

There are really a lot of options open to it how to be done but, we will see, what works for you will not work for me and vice versa.
I really try to focus in spite of all the problems that surround me every day, really trying to give my best that all this work, than later when I succeed to allow other people that they succeed, it's stupid to talk about it right now but all my life I've helped others, I did not get something pretty special back through life but never mind, I want to do that again and I'll do it, no matter what happens we have to go further, we have to solve all the problems on the fly and continue because no one but ourselves will provide us with a better tomorrow, right?
It's easy to say, this does not work, I do not know and the rest, it's just self-pity and it's true, we all can do whatever we want just if we want.

Let everything that you see be inspiration for your action and your work, for example, I motivate myself with some stories that are not important at all, from small to the largest of some things, it's all about motivation, it's how we want to look at the world around us, once again, it is easy to conclude quickly and just stop.
The fact is that everywhere is difficult in world today, but once again I repeat, if we do not create our own action and if we do not walk together every day to our success, no one else will come and give it to us!

See FaceBook and YouTube for example, whether they succeed overnight?
Of course not, find stories about them, they're nice and we can learn a lot from these stories and that is just small example.

Here's some statistics for the end, we'll see you soon...
I have attached max pictures, I guess, because it would take a lot of space just for pictures.

IT, I just tested with few pictures, not sure if I will continue.

JA stats for yesterday and today.

JA total stats.

Tumblr #1 - 843 followers
Tumblr #2 - 178
Twitter #1 - 153
Twitter #2 - 33 (From official account not following)
FaceBook #1 + #2 - 2 likes on both page (For now I do not do anything on FB)
Alexa Rating - 5,334,xxx (I expect to hit 1m really soon)

 

[Jesse Bigman]

At least you got some result.Keep it up :fingersx:

 

[MrDenz]

Update #32

If you are adding me on Skype I would ask you to write before that you are coming from BHW.

Regards to all, we slowly open the third page, if someone had this said to me I would not believe him, this is still young journey to be talked in general about any results achieved so far but it certainly means a lot.

Where you once were, where you were nearly 2 months ago and where you are today, again, that feeling that you're doing something that's worth, feeling really beautiful and very happy.

Few days ago I had a profit of $2,4 in total and probably some of you think how that's it, this dude will no longer earn a few cents, but will go up and quickly get to 10 a day...?
Well, let me tell you something honestly and realistically ...

It happened to everyone not only to me to come to let's say for example $1/day after some hard work, just then we are all happy and everything is ok and we think how will very quickly get to $2 and $5 and $10 and so on, but what mainly happens?
It happens that we simply can not bear the pressure and inflict very quickly and all collapses.

I've been through same school couple of times and believe me that I will not go again, I do not want that again I burn my brain, on the other hand I believe that I could slowly scale this up but, there are better paths to success and more real.

These days I'm a lot interested in SEO, I follow and watch and somehow always the day went at high speed even though I do not want that lol, usually watching videos on youtube and read a lot, when I do it honestly I rest myself in same time from creating a galleries for my website.
What is my interest is to get more and more keywords and do better SEO, although a lot of them claim that it is all dead my personal statistics and statistics from other people shows different results.

Currently I'm ranked for a little more than 400 words, I counted to 45 and these are really larger and very high quality KW, therefore statistics shows me that I still know some tips and if you are ranked for 1,000 words and that each will receive 20 hits a day that is 20,000 hits/daily, simple calculations and may sound like, wow 1,000?
Well if I am after a month ranked for more than 400/450 I think that this number of 1,000 will very quickly fall.
Everyone needs to know that no bad methods here is done, my every page on the site is done on an ok way, is done by my hand and therefore it is the original content with a lot of text, thus Google respects me for now everything I do and make sure that I will continue, because as for the current work methods, what I see is that the number of visits from Google directly is growing day by day, which means that I still do something that is good.

As regards to some of the statistics for earnings, I paused Exo because I wanted to test a new network (just IM is on) for now I'm happy with how it all goes, and I continue to use this new site.
I sincerely hope that CR would not ban me, I know how I can do and I know what I'm worth, I need only a little time finding what I need, fingers crossed.
CR - 136 clicks and no income

The current daily statistics :

19 - $1,62
20 - $0,97
21 - $0,82
22 - $0,65 day is still active

So we're going backwards rather than forwards, it will be time for all, even for the days when we go forward now should only work and work.
See you soon.

 

[MrDenz]

Update #33

Small update.
The last few days I have not written anything because nothing special happens, mostly is all the same, I work and just work.
I started a little more time to spend with Keyword Planner and really want to test a lot of things because I saw huge potential in my KW.

I watch a lot of videos on YouTube and slowly I'll start from tomorrow to test this out, we'll see the results.
As for traffic in general, in last 6 days I get an average of 1,600 / 1,700 daily visits, from that big day I have not done nothing about advertising, I just create a new galleries, a new gallery means the new KW, new KW means even better ranking.

As I said, I'm almost never satisfied with my results and always want more and better, so it is now, I will not sleep if necessary until I reach desired results, is not good for my health but I know why I'm doing this so that at least a little easier.
My goal is simple, to reach a certain profit and invest it in another similar site, two sites will generate double profit later, so I'll be working/testing all this until the new year, so we'll see results, how will I finish and with how many domains, I hope I can get to 3.

Real results can be expected only after the new year, therefore, wishes are one thing and reality is another.
To not talk more about my situation, in short I wanted to just say, money is certainly needed but if I start thinking how to earn as much as possible right now immediately, I will for sure burn very quickly and therefore fail to do all this.

So, no matter how difficult it must be kept reality, end of story.
That's it for now, a little test about KW from tomorrow, every day will be a normal day, we go hour by hour, day by day, we are growing slowly but surely.
If I do not write for 3 or 4 days it certainly does not mean that I stopped working, do not even think about it because that will not happen, I write when there's something new, now there is nothing especially new so I don't need to write every day because there is no reason.
Earnings, the total is around 50 cents a day but I do not pay attention to current earnings, there's time for that.
See you soon.

 

[MrDenz]

Update #34

Hi all, another small update with some statistics after 1 month, what is done after the first month...

As I was writing, I spend more time hanging out with Keyword Planner trying to find that "golden words".
Currently I am ranked for 420 words which are in the top 10 pages on Google and ranked for a total of 985 words and that day by day is becoming bigger and bigger figure.
I honestly do not know what awaits me, but I do not want to change much, for now, according to what I see the result is not bad, after a month I've got 26,168 hits which is not bad for a new site and no money has been invested for adult traffic, currently have between 1,000 and 1,500 hits a day, just to remind I never advertised anything special except Tumblr and Twitter who do not bring too much, so far about 400 hits in total.
Tumblr and Twitter may be ok but only if you have several large accounts with at least 1,000 up to 10,000 real followers and more, reblogging, sending people on your money site, well, this is a small figure, but slowly grows for sure.

Anyway, I'll work with KW and I will create as many galleries as I can, will rely for now and try to achieve better results, and the results will be seen only at the end of the year.
Everyone in my situation has two options as traffic is concerned, one option is the way I do right now and it's clear Google natural traffic, that everything is done naturally and the other option is spam various little larger sites.
Honestly, everyone done that in past, and so am I of course, but that is all a very unstable, I can easily get up to 100,000 views but it will take maybe a maximum of 5 days and after that I will again be in a position to see 10 or 50 hits a day, and I do not want that, so that I do naturally and I will continue.

The goal is to get to another site and double all this for now, if I could reach $5 per day at this first site that would be fantastic, every month I could invest in new domain and host.
I think that right now I can handle 10 sites, because for now nothing is automatically, everything I do is with my own hands, and I think I could work with 10 sites, for more I'm not sure, maybe if something is automatically, we'll see.
I have ideas and everything else, is only a matter of time before I come to that.

Right now it all seems so far away, but look where I was at the beginning, I had nothing, I had only a couple of plans, I had Tumblr, Twitter, no followers, the site I've been waiting more than a month so I could separate on the side $50 to start my journey, I have not had a single visit, I have not earned a single cent and much more, and what I did for a month?
Of course I moved from the bottom line and we're going slowly day by day to our goal.

So as I said, $5 would be awesome, it is maybe a little but if you look at the math if we have 10 sites...?
$5 x 30 days a month = $150 x 12 months in a year = $1,800 a year, then $1,800 x 10 sites = $18,000 per year or $1,500 a month.
That figure is for me and my family quite ok, the goal is much bigger of course but to get back to reality and the current situation... I sincerely hope that the number of visits to my site will grow from day to day, because only I know how much effort I really put into this every day.

I also believe that there is something I should try, I don't know everything of course, I believe that there are still some things/methods that are natural and that can work to improve the number of visits, if anyone has any suggestions write or leave a message here or add me on Skype.

Since I started "making money" I earned a total of $10,49 for last 19 days from when I start working with Juicy and Exo, later PopAds.

It is not easy to work all day and finally see a few cents, right?
It depends, I do not look at it in that way, it is difficult and everything stands but there is something called "motivation", even if it is 1 cent a day, you'll need to find motivation in everything if you want to succeed in any job, especially if you start with no money like me and you have to work and build all by your hand.
Not even today's largest networks such as Facebook and YouTube did not arise overnight, and they had problems and that so much larger scale than mine or yours, key was the motivation, perseverance, confidence in something on what you are working, love what you do and believe in all that, it will be difficult but only the strongest remain at the end, if you wont believe in your business, how you can expect to get anywhere...?

As for me personally, perhaps it happens that a couple of days I do not work properly, it happens that I am tired, and a little drop fall concentration, sometimes a little psychologically I fall because I live every day with the very difficult problems, it is not easy but it certainly does not mean that it must be so, right?
I write this and for myself and for others, the problem is always there and generally in most cases it can not be immediately resolved, so we do not need to think too much about the problem, it should be placed in that way that we continue to complete all the work daily and that the problem does not affect us, once again, it's very difficult and I know that, trust me, but to me it is enough to look at my little baby daughter and to not stop with the work for next 20 hours, but literally.
Find motivation, let the time goes, the results themselves will come, maybe not after a month, maybe not after a few months, after a year, but they will certainly all fall into only if you/me do not give up!

 

[MrDenz]

Update #35


Hello everyone, these days I'm honestly a bit down mentally.
We all have one of those moments that always happens to everyone, no matter what you do, this moment comes and you start thinking about a very silly things.
It's a little better today, but I still feel very tired and exhausted...


Anyway, it's still all the same, every day I spend looking for different things, testing, reading a lot.


Yesterday I started working with a new URL shortener service who came from a very trusted owner who pays me since 2012 from his 1st site.
I got more than 40/45 payments and I tried to do something in a hurry, for now earnings in 24 hours $1,20 for maybe 3 minutes of work.


I thought I'd grab every dollar I could earn so that I could invest as soon as possible in another domain/host.
It may look like, "why would you do something for a few cents a day, or for a dollar a day"...?
I think in the long run, once I experienced what a couple bucks and how they can change your life in a few weeks, so now I follow my experience.


I honestly do not know what to add more, everything is going slowly, really slowly but surely.
I'm starting to think about building backlinks, I have to do it in right way.
Once more again I wish there is some group with people like me, I felt in my life what it means when you have a group of people around you who working on the same things on which you are working, it helps a lot, at least to me it means a lot, I believe that if I can found a group I would be very happy.


I want to thank all the good people from BHW, you guys really rocks!
A couple of you was even added me to Skype and wanted to help me, please know that I appreciate it a lot.


Also, what I noticed, 5 people on Skype added me in 2 weeks from BHW and start ewhore...
Honey, what are you doing sweety... Where are you my heart and some stories like that.
It is sick, but well, whoever think to add me in this way you'll only lose time.
People seem to have the time to spend on some methods that have worked and been active in 2008/09/10.


That's it for now, see you guys soon, if you have any question just ask here or pm me.

 

[MrDenz]

Update #36


Hi all
Except that I made ​​some new plans the last couple of days I worked less on the site, which certainly does not mean that I stop, this site and this journey are my biggest ticket to return to a place that certainly belongs to me.
I will explain why I less worked...
I added a few days ago that the new shortened url site came out of my very good friend, and I wanted to use that as the new little "fast" income, I just knew that I have a few days to make quick money before it is banned as a domain on several websites.
Basically the goal was to make as much as possible and to remove whatever I earn for the new domain later, the goal I somewhat fulfilled...


The first day I got about $2 for 3 minutes of work, then I decided to do a little more, and so far I've got $12.
Until the end of this month I should all the profits that I have accomplished from variety of ways to transfer all in one place so that I could buy a new domain and host plan.
For now I have $60/$70+ in total.
I will w/d from PA in a few days $5, also waiting from one system to pull out at least $20, on STP I have $20, and in one more site I have $15, Exo I need to wait for $20...
Anyway, there is some money which I could use that's for sure.


It'll be a little more difficult to all this $ connect with PayPal because almost no one pays directly tru PP, so I will lose much in such little money transactions.
I'll be ok if I when everything is done on PP I have around $40 so I'll throw another 10 euros, and I will buy another domain and host.


A lot is changing every day, I'm more and more active the other things are concerned, so I'm in the coming period certainly begin to do various things in order to come to the couple dollars here and there.
It's not a shame to do something for $1 or $2 or $5 or $10 when you know your situation, and you know why you're doing all this.
I'm not one of those who once earned ok, and that today lie people how it is the same as before and to continue to earn 5 figures every month.
The situation is as it is, in any case, I'm not ashamed of anything, I know that this will change over time and if you realistically look at my whole situation lots has been changed since I started doing all this.
When I started I had nothing, now definitely I have something, which is again a result.
Trying to motivate myself as much as possible, and I still manage to do it.


As for my adult website yesterday traffic dropped for about half, I think I somehow angered Google, so I now face this problem, but certainly will not just give up, I do continue working to improve this part in my business, and I hope for the best.
I'm not sure why this happened, but certainly will not waste time looking for that answer, it happened, and now it needs to be changed.


As far as earnings goes up and down...
From two sites I ger from $0,05 to $0,20 a day, the other two have between $0,15 and $0,35+ a day, and now this new site $12, and in total $14.


That's it for now, I really do not have anything special to add, in any case, I wont complain, nor I want to stare and to burn with the desire to do change and do something if I can not , I'm where I am, it will be better if I work every day and that's it.
See you guys around.

 

[MrDenz]

Update #37

I did not write these days because I think there is no need to write every 2 to 3 days, I do not like when people spamming so I do not like when I personally do it.
Basically nothing special was happening, somehow I'm going in a circle.
I've dropped a lot with ranking on G, and believe me all day I'm working on solving this problem, but the answer I can not find, unfortunately.
I saw at least 10 people who complain too, so I'm not the only one this is happening, the problem is not in why it happened but still want to know why this is happening so I would not make the same problems, although in this case I believe that 99% is not a problem in me, but that is Google with its update came up to me and that's it.
There is something Google did not like it, as the whole traffic went down and I'm fighting to somehow stay to 1,000 visits a day but it is difficult.

Well, I came to the first $5 and can withdraw from PA but of course for some time I wont do that, what to do with the $5 on PayPal, I'll hold still and take out more in same time with Juicy.
I'm waiting still some very small payments from different sites, will try everything to setup on 1 place as I have already said that I will get another domain.
I'm starting to think about some other things, I'll write about it in the next days.

In front of me were very difficult days, I'll have to make some decisions that might not change anything and they can change everything.
What will happen we'll see in the next few days/weeks maybe.
I find it difficult at all to write about this kind of thing that gives me one more additional pressure.

I will not lie to you, because the fact is that it is very difficult,
I am like that and I love to type how it is.
I don't like to talk about myself how I'm good and how much I work hard, but I really do, I would not lose 50kg/100+ pounds this year if that is not so, believe me.
Basically, it is hard to bear all the pressure around me, the family lives difficult and getting worse by the day.

I have never in my life been so difficult to find a new method, no matter whether the method is related to SEO or directly to "make a profit", I was always the first one literally in these certain things and I always had new ideas, I have them today also but none are still not working.
I think the fact that man is much easier to think and work when there is no pressure when you earn at least that much that you can pay the bills, everything is very different, and I just need a little, very little to get started to achieve results, at least I feel that way.
I do not know, I really do not know what to write, I try in all possible ways, I'm literally working on 20 different things a day.

I apologize if some people reading this understand as, fail story in advance, this project is dead, why are you talking it's hard and so some things...
I am such a man, I love to write as it is, I do not like lying around and telling stories of how everything is ok, as I again began to earn a couple thousand a month when it's not like that.
I write realistic, at least I think so, maybe I write a lot, but certainly feel better after that.
Anyway, that's how it is and let's move on.

I said I'd rather die than give up on my goals!
I just need so little, very little to move me, I hope I'll find what I need soon.

Any suggestion is welcome.

See you soon.

 

[MrDenz]

Last Update [Probably]

Hello everyone, this will be my last message here, since I decided some things, I decided to write about it here first.


Honestly, I did not resist, I admit I did not make it happen ...


The pressure was real, and still I feel that strong present every damn second, it is something really terrible, people who do not experiencing such situations do not know how it looks ugly and difficult.
90% of you will say that I am just another in a series of people who just give up so easy, well, it's not really so, may seem but it is not.
Since the beginning of this journey I knew this would be hard, all the time I wrote and told to myself that it is not difficult, I passed through this situations so many times and always as a winner, this time as a loser, unfortunately.


People who have followed this journey knowing that I am an honest man, and so it is now ...
My main problem is money which is badly needed and that is why this time I could not make it in adult world, thinking too much about money and my family, because when you look at your own child and think that tomorrow you'll not have to buy a diapers, you know, I can not explain that, it is very difficult and hardly anyone could understand.


These are very difficult and emotional moments, and with that I live almost a year, every day is getting worse and worse, I lost 45 kilograms/over 100 pounds, it's really hard.
The pressure took first round, I could not think the way that relaxed man thinks, big problems this time won, but that certainly does not mean that I will stop working online, it will never happen.
I will continue to wander and still seeking my fortune online.


Next stop is a CPA ...


I do not have any special plan, I'll see to sell my adult site, and I hope to sell it very soon.
Once again, it is very difficult but I have to go on, I assured myself that I will succeed in the adult world, but I did not, there are many factors why I did not.


In the end, there are still money in the adult, but I have not been able to reach them, someone else will be able, I'm sure.
I want to sell my site in order to finance my other projects, and I hope that I will succeed, because if I do not sell it, it is going to be really hard.


Why CPA ... ?


I just believe it's easier to make bank than with adult ...


In the end, I just wanted to thank everyone, thank you for following this journey, thanks to everyone who contacted me with nice words, a couple of you even helped me, I'm sorry folks, I'm so sorry, but as I said before, I have to move on.

If someone can help me with selling my site, let me know.
Thanks again to everyone, perhaps this may sometimes continue but for now at this moment is over.

Life goes on . . .

 

[widdows9000]

Thanks for your honesty, I am sorry to see you going. I am also sorry to hear it did not went as you expected, you seemed a nice guy. Good luck my friend.

 

[B Cranston]

Very interesting read - thanks for sharing your journey!

 

[MrDenz]

Very interesting read - thanks for sharing your journey!

Wow you really read a lot when you come to my failed test
Thank you and you're welcome if you can take out something from this.
All the best Cranston